Cycle 6 Day 11: Come what may

i have skipped blogging for a while as i have prepared myself for whats about to come. right now, P and i are racing to get pregnant before this coming september. i only got two chances left. that's this cycle and on august. by august 27, we will be flying to penang to start our ivf treatment. im both excited and scared. ivf is a huge, drastic step. we could have tried iui first but we agreed that if we'll rely on chance, why not choose the one the gives better results. right now, the worst scenario i'd like to picture is not me getting pregnant by august. i didn't create any contingency plans after the treatment. high hopes that we can BFP before my birthday comes.