bbt down to 97.59. im 100% sure now that we failed yet again. today we will celebrate P's week-long birthday. but for me, its just like disappointing a little boy who's been good all year on christmas eve. i cant give him what he asked. he didn't ask for a new laptop to replace his old and beaten one even if i insists. i think he's still hopeful. a baby is all i want right now, its what he says. and by God, its what we really truly want. are we asking too much? we even have baby names: chloe francesca if its a girl or matteo asher luis if its a boy. sigh. P talks to them thru my belly during LP days saying they should hold on for nine months and they would get a very, very warm and grand welcome once they get out. oh the feeling i have and joy in his eyes.
this month its not our time and i have to this of nothing but P's birthday. we will continue next cycle to see doc m. P's going to get an updated SA. maybe a couple of blood work. we wont take fertility meds, just FB. and we'll see what would happen. if it isnt successful then we will go for iui.
i thank God for all the blessings we have as we already received a lot. may He also give us strength and patience. our little angel will be here in due time.
cheer up! it will be given to you in due time. pray harder =)
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