we got P's sa result today and it gotten worse. morphology is now down to 2%. he's no longer hyperzoospermia but viscousity is high. it failed to liquidate in 2 hours even after assisted liquefaction. its a big blow to him after all the supplements he took since february. we certainly didnt expect this. P's feeling worst than ever and felt hopeless. i insisted we continue iui this month but he said it might fail. i told him maybe because he was feeling sick this morning. his stomach is aching bad like he needed to go. im not sure though. so tomorrow im going to see doc m to know our next steps. P doesnt want to come with me anymore. he doesnt want to see a urologist either. i know he wants a baby badly but he doesnt want an operation. one relative of his friend had an a operation, for i think variceole not sure though. the surgery will not guarantee that it will work. until now, they still cant get pregnant.
we are desperate, getting impatient every day. if only we have the money to have ivf, we've already taken it. but for now, we only have each other to rely and give strength and hope... as you know its a sensitive issue too personal to share especially to our families who are overeager for our firstborn.
for now, i just hope doc m can uplift our spirits. we need to hear good news!
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