Cycle 5 Day 5: It's a Rollercoaster Ride

we're hopeful again. hahaha, i don't know but im starting to feel like a lunatic. one day im sad, the next day is a burst of happiness.

so i went to see doc m today. i showed him the plates of my hsg. he said that there's seem a problem on my right tube. the dye was able to flow but it did not outline my right ovary. basically, its inconclusive. he's not sure if there's an adhesion. the recommendation is to have another hsg or better yet have a laparoscopy. although, laparoscopy is more accurate, it's also an invasive procedure. basically, i will have a cut where the cam will go through. he's not keen on performing that unless i want it. the end result is it will just confirm if my tubes are fine or not. my left tube looks fine though. in summary, he doesn't want me to go through iui if i ovulate on my right side. as for P's sa result, he said its fine as long as the sperm washing will result to more than 1M healthy sperms.

where do we go from here? i can go thru another round of fsh injections so i can produce more eggs on both the ovaries. but doc m says its already too late and i need to wait for another cycle as the injections will have to start on day 2. our best chance for iui THIS cycle is if i ovulate on my left ovary. i had one follicle before during cycle 2 so we're both praying we'll get another mature follicle on my left ovary.

follicle monitoring will be on may 3 or 4 as advised by doc m. if its on the left, we will go back to him for a pregnyl shot and go through with iui.

i also discussed ivf options with doc m. he said my chances are high since im still young. it will costs around 300K depending on the meds. he performs ivf at crm. we're seriously taking that option into consideration. but the big issue is if we can generate that amount within the year. the sub-project "oplan ivf funding". we'll be looking into ways to fund our ivf treatment. its unfortunate that its is not covered by health insurances. im not sure if there's such an institution who would be willing to loan us amount for IVF. if i win the lotto, i will create an institution that will provide ivf loans to those who need it! TTC couples deserve such service.

talking nonsense again... anyway, baby dust to all of us!