i was right. my bbt dropped to a low 97.05 today and then the usual morning diarrhea started. i knew for sure right then and there that we failed. the feeling of disappointment washed through me and P. we were both quiet as we knowing that it's another unsuccessful Chloe/Mattie version ???. we stopped counting already but we're determine not to stop.
last sunday, we went to St Pio chapel for a usual Sunday mass and shed just a tear or two during the anointing of oil. i prayed so hard but i knew since we have chosen this path, we should never give up. pray and don't worry is what St Pio said. well, then we just need to try harder, pray harder, and hope all the more.
this week is P's birthday, same day as St. Pio. i have nothing to give him but our efforts and continued belief that the time will come for us to meet our little bundle of joy. for now, its back to the drawing board.
thanks jc and gamzi for lending words of encouragement and support. baby dust to all of us.
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