an online friend recommended that i try acupuncture. honestly, i've considered it a few months back but i didn't know how painful it was. after 2 cycles of injectable stimulants, i found out that i just might be able to do it.
so i called centro maginhawa in quezon city and scheduled an appointment. tomorrow i will tell you about my experience. i'm also urging P to try it but when he saw where the acupuncture points for men... let's just say, he's still undecided. hahaha. he's not that fond of needles. when we had our blood typing test, he was all white. so let's see how he'll fare tomorrow.
Friday, July 8, 2011
Wednesday, July 6, 2011
Cycle 6 Day 16: IVF Long Protocol
i met someone from FemaleNetwork who is planning to have her IVF treatment in penang. got her details and have been chatting with her since we're both having IVF in Lam Wah EE. her initial assessment is scheduled this month. im as excited as she was.
our questions are almost similar. IVF long protocol was recommended to us by HLWE's IVF consultant. unfortunately, we don't have any idea about it. what the consultant told me that it would take two cycles. on the first cycle, i will be on buserelin. it's probably similar to lupron (anyone reading this who knows, do correct me). the medication will help to have a more controlled cycle. on the second cycle, you will take a blood test, the results of which will determine if the ivf procedure will push through. if it does, then the correct amount of gonadotropin will have to be taken until follicles mature. once the follicles are mature, HcG shot will be given. egg retrieval (ER) will depend on the day the follicles will mature. egg transfer (ET) will happen 3-5 days after ER. Then the 2ww begins.
here are the links that might be helpful for those making their ivf schedule. its helpful if you have a regular cycle. you can just adjust plus/minus a week from the dates for allowance.
our questions are almost similar. IVF long protocol was recommended to us by HLWE's IVF consultant. unfortunately, we don't have any idea about it. what the consultant told me that it would take two cycles. on the first cycle, i will be on buserelin. it's probably similar to lupron (anyone reading this who knows, do correct me). the medication will help to have a more controlled cycle. on the second cycle, you will take a blood test, the results of which will determine if the ivf procedure will push through. if it does, then the correct amount of gonadotropin will have to be taken until follicles mature. once the follicles are mature, HcG shot will be given. egg retrieval (ER) will depend on the day the follicles will mature. egg transfer (ET) will happen 3-5 days after ER. Then the 2ww begins.
here are the links that might be helpful for those making their ivf schedule. its helpful if you have a regular cycle. you can just adjust plus/minus a week from the dates for allowance.
Friday, July 1, 2011
Cycle 6 Day 11: Come what may
i have skipped blogging for a while as i have prepared myself for whats about to come. right now, P and i are racing to get pregnant before this coming september. i only got two chances left. that's this cycle and on august. by august 27, we will be flying to penang to start our ivf treatment. im both excited and scared. ivf is a huge, drastic step. we could have tried iui first but we agreed that if we'll rely on chance, why not choose the one the gives better results. right now, the worst scenario i'd like to picture is not me getting pregnant by august. i didn't create any contingency plans after the treatment. high hopes that we can BFP before my birthday comes.
Tuesday, June 21, 2011
Cycle 6 Day 1: Mixed Emotions
P said that this baby version is so "pa-asa". haha, i couldn't agree more. so im thinking maybe my thermometer is broken. in any case, i will be taking my temp again tomorrow hopeful that it will still be at 98.4x or even higher. if by friday, my bbt is still up, then maybe this is it! then again, maybe i should buy new batteries for my thermometer. its exciting and frustrating at the same time.
i spoke too soon. just got my period... sigh! so i guess my thermometer is indeed broken.
Monday, June 13, 2011
IVF is a Go!
we've taken a huge step these couple of days. we're already taking steps into ivf treatment. the biggest move we made was to book a flight to kuala lumpur and talk to my company regarding off-site work during my treatment. and yes, we already decided as to where we'll have the procedure. our choice is the hospital lam wah ee.
HLWE is located in penang, about 6 hours from kuala lumpur. i've learned this hospital from sis strauss of girltalk who had hers there for only Php135k. i did some research on the hospital and found that their success rate is quite high as well. they follow the procedure that would take 2 menstrual cycle:
First Cycle:
1. One-Day Assessment (any day before Day 18) - bring Day 3 LH, FSH, E2, Prolactin, T4 and sperm analysis (3-4 days abstinence) results
2. Range of Day 17 to Day 23 - start Buserelin (no need to be in Penang)
Second Cycle:
1. Day 4 to Day 11 - blood test, gonadotropin, ultrasound; gonadotropin has to be injected maximum about 12-13 days prior egg extraction (depends on patient's response).
2. Range of Day 13 onwards (dependent on the maturity of follicles) - extraction; husband should be present to provide fresh sperm
3. Day 3 after extraction - embryo transfer
total cost of the treatment is RM10,000-RM11,000 (php158,000). embryo freezing cost is RM1000 (or php14400) for 2 years. if you use the embryo before 2 years, you will get a RM300 refund. frozen embryo transfer costs RM400+. best part is you can pay using credit card.
i also took consideration on airfare, accommodation and work arrangement. malaysia requires no visa. we already booked a flight to kuala lumpur for october. got it from cebu pacific zero fare for only php2500 two-way per person. i also contacted an apartment for rent that costs RM60 per day. the location is perfect, just across HLWE. im lucky that my company is flexible enough to accommodate my treatment schedule.
all in, it will costs around php250,000. since we don't have all of it in cash, credit card is our best option so we can have the treatment as soon as possible. in any case, we'll be able to pay all of it by december (all thanks to 13th pay, hahaha).
of course, we will continue trying to get pregnant. best scenario is to conceive before october. if we can't achieve it by then, IVF is, by all means... a go!
HLWE is located in penang, about 6 hours from kuala lumpur. i've learned this hospital from sis strauss of girltalk who had hers there for only Php135k. i did some research on the hospital and found that their success rate is quite high as well. they follow the procedure that would take 2 menstrual cycle:
First Cycle:
1. One-Day Assessment (any day before Day 18) - bring Day 3 LH, FSH, E2, Prolactin, T4 and sperm analysis (3-4 days abstinence) results
2. Range of Day 17 to Day 23 - start Buserelin (no need to be in Penang)
Second Cycle:
1. Day 4 to Day 11 - blood test, gonadotropin, ultrasound; gonadotropin has to be injected maximum about 12-13 days prior egg extraction (depends on patient's response).
2. Range of Day 13 onwards (dependent on the maturity of follicles) - extraction; husband should be present to provide fresh sperm
3. Day 3 after extraction - embryo transfer
total cost of the treatment is RM10,000-RM11,000 (php158,000). embryo freezing cost is RM1000 (or php14400) for 2 years. if you use the embryo before 2 years, you will get a RM300 refund. frozen embryo transfer costs RM400+. best part is you can pay using credit card.
i also took consideration on airfare, accommodation and work arrangement. malaysia requires no visa. we already booked a flight to kuala lumpur for october. got it from cebu pacific zero fare for only php2500 two-way per person. i also contacted an apartment for rent that costs RM60 per day. the location is perfect, just across HLWE. im lucky that my company is flexible enough to accommodate my treatment schedule.
all in, it will costs around php250,000. since we don't have all of it in cash, credit card is our best option so we can have the treatment as soon as possible. in any case, we'll be able to pay all of it by december (all thanks to 13th pay, hahaha).
of course, we will continue trying to get pregnant. best scenario is to conceive before october. if we can't achieve it by then, IVF is, by all means... a go!
Monday, June 6, 2011
Cycle 5 Day 15: Ovulation Date Unknown
had my follicle monitoring today and we missed the big o. it says with corpus luteum on the left. so goodbye iui. will try again next cycle. the good news is that its probable that i ovulated day 14. still normal without meds! im only taking fertility blend.
next cycle we have to make sure that we will be able to time it correctly. but for now, we hope to get pregnant this month even if we didn't have iui.
baby dust to all of us!
next cycle we have to make sure that we will be able to time it correctly. but for now, we hope to get pregnant this month even if we didn't have iui.
baby dust to all of us!
Friday, June 3, 2011
Cycle 5 Day 12: Good News, Bad News
good news... i had my FM and consultation today and my dominant follicle is on the left ovary. wohoo! bad news... DF is too small and my endometrium is not ready as well. last cycle all was good at day 11. now it's day 12 and my DF 1.4cm x 1.3cm x 0.7cm (avg at, endometrium is hyperechoic proliferative phase with 1.1cm thickness. no cul de sac so its unlikely that i have ovulated. doc m said that with that kind of results, i wont be ovulation in the next 3 days. he recommended another FM on monday (day 15). so i guess im back to day 18 ovulation. sigh!
what's next? if my DF reaches average size 1.8cm and my endometrium is triple line by monday, we will pursue with iui within the same week (probably wednesday). if not, doc m said we have to try another cycle.
good news for P... doc m prescribe daily BD until iui. since P is not low on sperm count, it would be best to release the dead sperms now.
what's next? if my DF reaches average size 1.8cm and my endometrium is triple line by monday, we will pursue with iui within the same week (probably wednesday). if not, doc m said we have to try another cycle.
good news for P... doc m prescribe daily BD until iui. since P is not low on sperm count, it would be best to release the dead sperms now.
Tuesday, May 31, 2011
IVF in Malaysia: Metro IVF
i sent a couple of emails to well-known IVF centers in asia to know how much it would cost to have ivf treatment. im posting their answers here so you will know.
First is Metro IVF. it is situated in Klang, Selangor, which is approximately 50km away (an hour drive) from Kuala Lumpur International Airport (KLIA). Website is: http://www.metro.com.my
1. Success Rate: Our successful rates are 45% to 65%, depending on the patients' health condition.
2. Maximum Number of ET/Chances of multiples: Normally we will transfer a maximum of 3 embryos, which means that if you are pregnant, you will have a chance of 1% to get triplets, 20% to get twins and 79% with singleton.
3. Pre-procedure must do: Prior to the procedure, you will have to pay a visit to our clinic for a basic medical check-up which includes ultrasound scan for pelvis, hormonal tests and semen analysis.
4. Cost: The cost for a normal IVF cycle is about RM13500 (Php194070.67 / Usd4467.97) , which includes routine consultations, medications and procedures from ovarian stimulation until luteal support. You can pay by cash or credit card. Payment can be made in a few payments and the full payment have to be paid on the day of egg aspiration.
5. Target number of eggs to extract: Normally we expect 10 to 15 eggs per patient.
6. Cryopresevation / FET : We charge RM1800 (Php25876.09 / Usd595.73) for cryopreservation for every 3 embryos and the annual storage fee will be RM600 (Php8625.36 / USD 198.58). The cost for frozen embryo transfer is about RM5000.
7. Length of stay: You will have to stay in Malaysia for about 6 weeks for the whole IVF procedure. There are a few budget hotels nearby our hospital which are
within walking distance.
First is Metro IVF. it is situated in Klang, Selangor, which is approximately 50km away (an hour drive) from Kuala Lumpur International Airport (KLIA). Website is: http://www.metro.com.my
1. Success Rate: Our successful rates are 45% to 65%, depending on the patients' health condition.
2. Maximum Number of ET/Chances of multiples: Normally we will transfer a maximum of 3 embryos, which means that if you are pregnant, you will have a chance of 1% to get triplets, 20% to get twins and 79% with singleton.
3. Pre-procedure must do: Prior to the procedure, you will have to pay a visit to our clinic for a basic medical check-up which includes ultrasound scan for pelvis, hormonal tests and semen analysis.
4. Cost: The cost for a normal IVF cycle is about RM13500 (Php194070.67 / Usd4467.97) , which includes routine consultations, medications and procedures from ovarian stimulation until luteal support. You can pay by cash or credit card. Payment can be made in a few payments and the full payment have to be paid on the day of egg aspiration.
5. Target number of eggs to extract: Normally we expect 10 to 15 eggs per patient.
6. Cryopresevation / FET : We charge RM1800 (Php25876.09 / Usd595.73) for cryopreservation for every 3 embryos and the annual storage fee will be RM600 (Php8625.36 / USD 198.58). The cost for frozen embryo transfer is about RM5000.
7. Length of stay: You will have to stay in Malaysia for about 6 weeks for the whole IVF procedure. There are a few budget hotels nearby our hospital which are
within walking distance.
Monday, May 30, 2011
Exploring IVF Costs
im a long-term planner. while we awaits a matured follicle to develop on my left ovary, we are also saving up for ivf treatment in case my IUI fails. don't get me wrong, we're very hopeful it will succeed. but then again, we got nothing to lose if we start saving. well, except for our weekly lunch/dinner and movie dates but we're willing to give it up so we can have our baby. we made the decision this weekend and P asked me how much it would cost us. i actually have more questions. of course, one at a time. first things first. how much do we need?
i emailed a number of ivf centers that performs ivf in the philippines and other asian countries. some of them already replied. i'm sharing them so some TTC couples have an idea.
in the philippines, there are three known ivf centers: CRM in ortigas, Victory ART in makati and repro-optima in cebu.
CRM in ortigas is the same facility where P and i go to for SA and blood work. doc m also performs ivf there. i already asked him about the costs and he said i should prepare around 300k. i told him i don't want a lot of eggs to be fertilized. i would want only 5 blastocysts (fertilized eggs). during the initial transfer, i would ask 3 of them to be implanted. the 2 will have to wait until for 4-6 years, in case my pregnancy will be successful. doc m wanted 8 blastocysts. the good thing about having more blastocysts is that in case you get dont pregnant, succeeding embryo transfer will only cost around Php45K or so. the con is that you are responsible for the rest of the blastocysts. you have to pay storage fees until such time you are ready to have them implanted. they are your babies after all. you have to pay for freezing your embryo and of course the storage.
in repro-optima cebu, they have a more friendly payment scheme. rough estimate is Php 250,000.00 to Php 300,000.00 depending on the result of hormone assay and sperm analysis. they offer payment schemes such as 0% installment for 6 months, reduced factor rate for 12 to 24 months.
i wasn't able to receive any response from victory art. but i see a lot of girltalkers who had their ivf treatment there. i will try to know more and share the info to you.
i emailed a number of ivf centers that performs ivf in the philippines and other asian countries. some of them already replied. i'm sharing them so some TTC couples have an idea.
in the philippines, there are three known ivf centers: CRM in ortigas, Victory ART in makati and repro-optima in cebu.
CRM in ortigas is the same facility where P and i go to for SA and blood work. doc m also performs ivf there. i already asked him about the costs and he said i should prepare around 300k. i told him i don't want a lot of eggs to be fertilized. i would want only 5 blastocysts (fertilized eggs). during the initial transfer, i would ask 3 of them to be implanted. the 2 will have to wait until for 4-6 years, in case my pregnancy will be successful. doc m wanted 8 blastocysts. the good thing about having more blastocysts is that in case you get dont pregnant, succeeding embryo transfer will only cost around Php45K or so. the con is that you are responsible for the rest of the blastocysts. you have to pay storage fees until such time you are ready to have them implanted. they are your babies after all. you have to pay for freezing your embryo and of course the storage.
in repro-optima cebu, they have a more friendly payment scheme. rough estimate is Php 250,000.00 to Php 300,000.00 depending on the result of hormone assay and sperm analysis. they offer payment schemes such as 0% installment for 6 months, reduced factor rate for 12 to 24 months.
i wasn't able to receive any response from victory art. but i see a lot of girltalkers who had their ivf treatment there. i will try to know more and share the info to you.
Friday, May 27, 2011
Cycle 5 Day 5: It's a Rollercoaster Ride
we're hopeful again. hahaha, i don't know but im starting to feel like a lunatic. one day im sad, the next day is a burst of happiness.
so i went to see doc m today. i showed him the plates of my hsg. he said that there's seem a problem on my right tube. the dye was able to flow but it did not outline my right ovary. basically, its inconclusive. he's not sure if there's an adhesion. the recommendation is to have another hsg or better yet have a laparoscopy. although, laparoscopy is more accurate, it's also an invasive procedure. basically, i will have a cut where the cam will go through. he's not keen on performing that unless i want it. the end result is it will just confirm if my tubes are fine or not. my left tube looks fine though. in summary, he doesn't want me to go through iui if i ovulate on my right side. as for P's sa result, he said its fine as long as the sperm washing will result to more than 1M healthy sperms.
where do we go from here? i can go thru another round of fsh injections so i can produce more eggs on both the ovaries. but doc m says its already too late and i need to wait for another cycle as the injections will have to start on day 2. our best chance for iui THIS cycle is if i ovulate on my left ovary. i had one follicle before during cycle 2 so we're both praying we'll get another mature follicle on my left ovary.
follicle monitoring will be on may 3 or 4 as advised by doc m. if its on the left, we will go back to him for a pregnyl shot and go through with iui.
i also discussed ivf options with doc m. he said my chances are high since im still young. it will costs around 300K depending on the meds. he performs ivf at crm. we're seriously taking that option into consideration. but the big issue is if we can generate that amount within the year. the sub-project "oplan ivf funding". we'll be looking into ways to fund our ivf treatment. its unfortunate that its is not covered by health insurances. im not sure if there's such an institution who would be willing to loan us amount for IVF. if i win the lotto, i will create an institution that will provide ivf loans to those who need it! TTC couples deserve such service.
talking nonsense again... anyway, baby dust to all of us!
so i went to see doc m today. i showed him the plates of my hsg. he said that there's seem a problem on my right tube. the dye was able to flow but it did not outline my right ovary. basically, its inconclusive. he's not sure if there's an adhesion. the recommendation is to have another hsg or better yet have a laparoscopy. although, laparoscopy is more accurate, it's also an invasive procedure. basically, i will have a cut where the cam will go through. he's not keen on performing that unless i want it. the end result is it will just confirm if my tubes are fine or not. my left tube looks fine though. in summary, he doesn't want me to go through iui if i ovulate on my right side. as for P's sa result, he said its fine as long as the sperm washing will result to more than 1M healthy sperms.
where do we go from here? i can go thru another round of fsh injections so i can produce more eggs on both the ovaries. but doc m says its already too late and i need to wait for another cycle as the injections will have to start on day 2. our best chance for iui THIS cycle is if i ovulate on my left ovary. i had one follicle before during cycle 2 so we're both praying we'll get another mature follicle on my left ovary.
follicle monitoring will be on may 3 or 4 as advised by doc m. if its on the left, we will go back to him for a pregnyl shot and go through with iui.
i also discussed ivf options with doc m. he said my chances are high since im still young. it will costs around 300K depending on the meds. he performs ivf at crm. we're seriously taking that option into consideration. but the big issue is if we can generate that amount within the year. the sub-project "oplan ivf funding". we'll be looking into ways to fund our ivf treatment. its unfortunate that its is not covered by health insurances. im not sure if there's such an institution who would be willing to loan us amount for IVF. if i win the lotto, i will create an institution that will provide ivf loans to those who need it! TTC couples deserve such service.
talking nonsense again... anyway, baby dust to all of us!
Thursday, May 26, 2011
Cycle 5 day 4: SA results
we got P's sa result today and it gotten worse. morphology is now down to 2%. he's no longer hyperzoospermia but viscousity is high. it failed to liquidate in 2 hours even after assisted liquefaction. its a big blow to him after all the supplements he took since february. we certainly didnt expect this. P's feeling worst than ever and felt hopeless. i insisted we continue iui this month but he said it might fail. i told him maybe because he was feeling sick this morning. his stomach is aching bad like he needed to go. im not sure though. so tomorrow im going to see doc m to know our next steps. P doesnt want to come with me anymore. he doesnt want to see a urologist either. i know he wants a baby badly but he doesnt want an operation. one relative of his friend had an a operation, for i think variceole not sure though. the surgery will not guarantee that it will work. until now, they still cant get pregnant.
we are desperate, getting impatient every day. if only we have the money to have ivf, we've already taken it. but for now, we only have each other to rely and give strength and hope... as you know its a sensitive issue too personal to share especially to our families who are overeager for our firstborn.
for now, i just hope doc m can uplift our spirits. we need to hear good news!
we are desperate, getting impatient every day. if only we have the money to have ivf, we've already taken it. but for now, we only have each other to rely and give strength and hope... as you know its a sensitive issue too personal to share especially to our families who are overeager for our firstborn.
for now, i just hope doc m can uplift our spirits. we need to hear good news!
Wednesday, May 25, 2011
Cycle 5 Day 3: Big Day
my cramps has lessen. yesterday was worst and i had to take pain killer so i can drive to the office. weird thing is my bbt rose to 97.72. but then i woke up late today, so i guess that doesn't count. im still taking fertility blend, 3x a day. P's taking FB for men, 2x a day since he wants to pass his exam... his SA is tomorrow morning.
oh speaking of P... today is his birthday. so no worries for now. we'll just enjoy the day together. it's also St Pio's birthday. unfortunately we can't visit the chapel today. we'll be out of the office as late as 7pm. im not even sure if P's up for a dinner at some resto. even if i wasn't able to wrap a positive pregnancy test kit...i would try to deliver soon. as the saying goes, better late than never.
happy birthday, P!!! i may have not given you the gift that you wanted, but don't worry... we'll work on it, right? enjoy your day! btw, your "invoke-my-birthday rights" is in effect until sunday only ok? no extensions so use it wisely!
oh speaking of P... today is his birthday. so no worries for now. we'll just enjoy the day together. it's also St Pio's birthday. unfortunately we can't visit the chapel today. we'll be out of the office as late as 7pm. im not even sure if P's up for a dinner at some resto. even if i wasn't able to wrap a positive pregnancy test kit...i would try to deliver soon. as the saying goes, better late than never.
happy birthday, P!!! i may have not given you the gift that you wanted, but don't worry... we'll work on it, right? enjoy your day! btw, your "invoke-my-birthday rights" is in effect until sunday only ok? no extensions so use it wisely!
Tuesday, May 24, 2011
C5D2: A Small World
yesterday, P and i decided to have another consultation for this cycle. essentially, we wanted to know what went wrong. so we both see doc m at cardinal santos. i showed him my day 14 follicle monitoring results he says everything is perfect. perfect in the sense that both my endometrium and follicles were ready for pregnancy. i ovulated without any meds at all, no clomid, no puregon. only hcg shot just to time the ovulation day. we did BD for 5 consecutive days starting from the day i had my shot, every other day before the shot. blood tests showed my hormone levels are ok, well at least on day 3. im going crazy as to why. so doc m told me to bring my hsg plates, my hysteroscopy pathology report, and P's sa. he wanted to see for himself that everything is ok. he also requested P to take another test to ensure that the SA results he would refer to is up-to-date.
as you know, P's previous SA shows terato-hyperzoospermia which means he has overproduction of soldiers (high sperm count) and most of them are abnormal forms (low morphology). doc m, basically wants to know if P would still yield the same results. if its the same, then he suggests iui. that way, he can wash the sperm, separate the good from the bad which will increase our chances of conceiving. so it all depends now on SA's result which he would take this thursday (2-3 days abstinence).
off-topic, geez since i changed to doc m there have been a lot of off-topic. P liked him because he's all-smiles and show concern. the best part is made us hopeful again. he's also the first doctor i had who calls back his patients. you can reach him anytime. then i saw his full name and it looks familiar. he's a relative of my ex, he's my ex's uncle! i know my ex's family and they've been in contact even after we broke up. all is well though. what's P's reaction all of this? he doesn't care, hahaha. since P feels doc m is much better than my old ob-gyn. plus he performs iui and ivf at crm! hope he can help us to conceive our first baby.
as you know, P's previous SA shows terato-hyperzoospermia which means he has overproduction of soldiers (high sperm count) and most of them are abnormal forms (low morphology). doc m, basically wants to know if P would still yield the same results. if its the same, then he suggests iui. that way, he can wash the sperm, separate the good from the bad which will increase our chances of conceiving. so it all depends now on SA's result which he would take this thursday (2-3 days abstinence).
off-topic, geez since i changed to doc m there have been a lot of off-topic. P liked him because he's all-smiles and show concern. the best part is made us hopeful again. he's also the first doctor i had who calls back his patients. you can reach him anytime. then i saw his full name and it looks familiar. he's a relative of my ex, he's my ex's uncle! i know my ex's family and they've been in contact even after we broke up. all is well though. what's P's reaction all of this? he doesn't care, hahaha. since P feels doc m is much better than my old ob-gyn. plus he performs iui and ivf at crm! hope he can help us to conceive our first baby.
Monday, May 23, 2011
Cycle 5 Day 1: The Trying Times
i was right. my bbt dropped to a low 97.05 today and then the usual morning diarrhea started. i knew for sure right then and there that we failed. the feeling of disappointment washed through me and P. we were both quiet as we knowing that it's another unsuccessful Chloe/Mattie version ???. we stopped counting already but we're determine not to stop.
last sunday, we went to St Pio chapel for a usual Sunday mass and shed just a tear or two during the anointing of oil. i prayed so hard but i knew since we have chosen this path, we should never give up. pray and don't worry is what St Pio said. well, then we just need to try harder, pray harder, and hope all the more.
this week is P's birthday, same day as St. Pio. i have nothing to give him but our efforts and continued belief that the time will come for us to meet our little bundle of joy. for now, its back to the drawing board.
thanks jc and gamzi for lending words of encouragement and support. baby dust to all of us.
last sunday, we went to St Pio chapel for a usual Sunday mass and shed just a tear or two during the anointing of oil. i prayed so hard but i knew since we have chosen this path, we should never give up. pray and don't worry is what St Pio said. well, then we just need to try harder, pray harder, and hope all the more.
this week is P's birthday, same day as St. Pio. i have nothing to give him but our efforts and continued belief that the time will come for us to meet our little bundle of joy. for now, its back to the drawing board.
thanks jc and gamzi for lending words of encouragement and support. baby dust to all of us.
Saturday, May 21, 2011
Cycle 4 Day 26: Another day lower
bbt down to 97.59. im 100% sure now that we failed yet again. today we will celebrate P's week-long birthday. but for me, its just like disappointing a little boy who's been good all year on christmas eve. i cant give him what he asked. he didn't ask for a new laptop to replace his old and beaten one even if i insists. i think he's still hopeful. a baby is all i want right now, its what he says. and by God, its what we really truly want. are we asking too much? we even have baby names: chloe francesca if its a girl or matteo asher luis if its a boy. sigh. P talks to them thru my belly during LP days saying they should hold on for nine months and they would get a very, very warm and grand welcome once they get out. oh the feeling i have and joy in his eyes.
this month its not our time and i have to this of nothing but P's birthday. we will continue next cycle to see doc m. P's going to get an updated SA. maybe a couple of blood work. we wont take fertility meds, just FB. and we'll see what would happen. if it isnt successful then we will go for iui.
i thank God for all the blessings we have as we already received a lot. may He also give us strength and patience. our little angel will be here in due time.
this month its not our time and i have to this of nothing but P's birthday. we will continue next cycle to see doc m. P's going to get an updated SA. maybe a couple of blood work. we wont take fertility meds, just FB. and we'll see what would happen. if it isnt successful then we will go for iui.
i thank God for all the blessings we have as we already received a lot. may He also give us strength and patience. our little angel will be here in due time.
Friday, May 20, 2011
Cycle 4 Day 25: Losing Hope
im nearing the end of 2ww. my bbt dropped to 97.73. i was sad but not as much as P. last night we talked about it and i felt his sadness. one of his friends is having a baby and the couple is not yet married. its overwhelming and i need to stay strong to prevent myself from crying. but this morning, i cant help it. i wanted to give him a baby on his birthday. is that asking too much? we have waited, prayed and done what we could. what else do we have to do for it to happen? its unfair! i cant let P see me crying this early, it will sure ruin the whole day. The pain just burst out of me.
tomorrow, my bbt will drop even lower and another cycle will start. how long do we have to go through all of this?
tomorrow, my bbt will drop even lower and another cycle will start. how long do we have to go through all of this?
Thursday, May 19, 2011
Cycle 4 D24: Feeling down and low
not sure what's happening but i feel so down. i think we're not successful. over the weekend, i had diarrhea that i need to go 4x in a day. it lasted until monday. i didn't know if i ate something bad or what but P wasn't experiencing it. it was just me. i was scared that i would be getting my period early. i still dont have AF but i feel i might which make me feel so sad.
my bbt was up to 97.93 this morning. it usually goes down 2 days before i get AF and i feel like this cycle is not any different. there's a on-off cramping like that i need to go but couldn't. same feeling i have if prior to AF.
frustrating! honestly, i'm getting really really mad and frustrated. why can't i get pregnant!!! and to think that its coupled with the RH bill war over the radio, tv and even on the internet. its crazy how other people can't control their urges to not get pregnant while us on the other hand if spending good money on meds to get pregnant. its a crazy, cruel, cruel world! and they said the rh bill will help alleviate poverty which by the way, is nothing but bull**** to me. my aunt lives in the province and she has around 7 or more (i stopped counting) kids. she said it's all good so that they could help with the farm. that's the tradition before in the provinces... way back when PH is focusing on agriculture. but people started to move away from the province and insist on coming to crowded cities living on government (and sometimes even private) properties. they should relocate them and give them farms for livelihood! its not about catholic opposing the bill... its all about the strategy. what we need to responsible parenting. educate the parents and soon-to-be parents! not just those who are about to marry.
the government is willing to give free condoms but not provide infertility treatments. truth be heard, if it isn't obvious... GETTING PREGNANT IS NOT A SICKNESS, INFERTILITY IS! if you don't want to get pregnant, my gosh, don't do the deed. if you do the deed, then you took the risk of getting yourself a baby bump. deal with it because it's effin' normal! we want to get pregnant, and we do it every single day and end up with nothing! that is not normal! the government won't cover infertility treatment but they're willing to give condoms out from taxpayers money! geez, and to think we are paying for health coverage. it should not be called reproductive bill! deal with the sickness if you want to call it reproductive health bill. otherwise, call it an effin' POPULATION CONTROL BILL!
if you look at it... the best scenario they want is for the rich to reproduce and for the poor to limit their count. those who can afford bring their children in private schools at no cost from the government. they pay for everything, not to mention annual income tax and even higher commodity taxes(VAT). the poor will send their kids to public schools. graduates from the private schools would have higher probability of getting into better jobs than those from public schools. so the rich will go on to be rich and the poor would have a shot on getting rich. where's the equality there?
what we need: responsible parenthood, better education, alternative career outside the city, and infertility treatments for those those couples who can afford to have children. oh wait, the last one was what "I" need, hahaha.
gosh! im talking nonsense! argh, see what the 2ww can make out of me. am sure to cry if ever i get my af! sigh!
my bbt was up to 97.93 this morning. it usually goes down 2 days before i get AF and i feel like this cycle is not any different. there's a on-off cramping like that i need to go but couldn't. same feeling i have if prior to AF.
frustrating! honestly, i'm getting really really mad and frustrated. why can't i get pregnant!!! and to think that its coupled with the RH bill war over the radio, tv and even on the internet. its crazy how other people can't control their urges to not get pregnant while us on the other hand if spending good money on meds to get pregnant. its a crazy, cruel, cruel world! and they said the rh bill will help alleviate poverty which by the way, is nothing but bull**** to me. my aunt lives in the province and she has around 7 or more (i stopped counting) kids. she said it's all good so that they could help with the farm. that's the tradition before in the provinces... way back when PH is focusing on agriculture. but people started to move away from the province and insist on coming to crowded cities living on government (and sometimes even private) properties. they should relocate them and give them farms for livelihood! its not about catholic opposing the bill... its all about the strategy. what we need to responsible parenting. educate the parents and soon-to-be parents! not just those who are about to marry.
the government is willing to give free condoms but not provide infertility treatments. truth be heard, if it isn't obvious... GETTING PREGNANT IS NOT A SICKNESS, INFERTILITY IS! if you don't want to get pregnant, my gosh, don't do the deed. if you do the deed, then you took the risk of getting yourself a baby bump. deal with it because it's effin' normal! we want to get pregnant, and we do it every single day and end up with nothing! that is not normal! the government won't cover infertility treatment but they're willing to give condoms out from taxpayers money! geez, and to think we are paying for health coverage. it should not be called reproductive bill! deal with the sickness if you want to call it reproductive health bill. otherwise, call it an effin' POPULATION CONTROL BILL!
if you look at it... the best scenario they want is for the rich to reproduce and for the poor to limit their count. those who can afford bring their children in private schools at no cost from the government. they pay for everything, not to mention annual income tax and even higher commodity taxes(VAT). the poor will send their kids to public schools. graduates from the private schools would have higher probability of getting into better jobs than those from public schools. so the rich will go on to be rich and the poor would have a shot on getting rich. where's the equality there?
what we need: responsible parenthood, better education, alternative career outside the city, and infertility treatments for those those couples who can afford to have children. oh wait, the last one was what "I" need, hahaha.
gosh! im talking nonsense! argh, see what the 2ww can make out of me. am sure to cry if ever i get my af! sigh!
Sunday, May 15, 2011
Cycle 4 Day 20: Start of the 2ww
Ah the 3rd part of the cycle is the most painful, yes much worst than PMS as P always say. i do agree with him completely. we have done our part and now we pray, hope and wait. 14 days of waiting. it usually makes me crazy not knowing if we will get pregnant or what. for me, taking a pt is like buying a lotto scratch card, hoping desperately to see those 2 lines.
oh well. today is the start of my 2 week wait. i should have taken my 3rd follicle monitoring but was too lazy to get up. i knew that i have ovulated since my bbt increased from 97.2x to 97.7x. according to fertilityfriend.com, estimated ovulation date is day 14. im assumming its either day 15 or day 16 since d14 was my hcg shot. bd every night till friday. its all up to Him now. please give us good news on st. pio's and P's birthday.
baby dust to all.
oh well. today is the start of my 2 week wait. i should have taken my 3rd follicle monitoring but was too lazy to get up. i knew that i have ovulated since my bbt increased from 97.2x to 97.7x. according to fertilityfriend.com, estimated ovulation date is day 14. im assumming its either day 15 or day 16 since d14 was my hcg shot. bd every night till friday. its all up to Him now. please give us good news on st. pio's and P's birthday.
baby dust to all.
Monday, May 9, 2011
Cycle 4 Day 14: New Things Learned
did you know that you dont only have to have the right size of a follicle to conceive, you also need the "ripe" endometrium. thats what i found out from my new male ob-gyn, doc m.
thats right, all the while i thought that just having the size of 1.8cm is enough. apparently, the figure should be an average of the size. you see, since the follicles are not perfect cicles, you have to get the estimated size of it my getting the average. my previous follicle monitoring result shows a size of 1.83cm by 0.94cm. the average is around 0.9cm. it was not yet mature. i had another ultrasound just now to reveal that it has grown bigger, 2.04cm x 1.63cm x 2.07cm. average size is now est. 1.91cm. which is good.
as for the endometrium, it should be triple line. there should be a thin black/gray line according to my doctor. if it isn't then we need to skip this cycle and wait for the next one. i would be a candidate for hormone injectables.
but lo and behold! my endometrium is still triple line with 1.29cm thickness. he gave me the go signal to have my pregnyl shot today. baby dance all the way on the 3rd day. then i have to report back to him, if i got pregnant or not.
you might me wondering how i came across with this new ob-gyn. and to think he's a he. why him? well, dra v. wasn't available. she's on leave until thursday. dra. s. i can't afford her right now since we just decided to buy a parking slot for our condo unit. since i still want to push through with this cycle, i search the intellicare website for affiliated doctors. then i cross reference it to the psrei members. and found out that cardinal santos is just walking distance from my office. that's how i picked doc m. he's super nice. he even gave me his mobile number so i can text him the result of my ultrasound. im not much of a texter so i called him to tell the results. he was no nice and told me that everything's good. all i have to do is to go to crm (yup the same crm where i got my blood test and P's sperm analysis) to get my pregnyl shot.
i got there, shamelessly (i know, am sooo desperate for make this cycle a success) called him again because the nurse wanted confirmation that i did have prescription. doc m didn't give me one. he gave instructions to the nurse. now, i got my two ampules (i think) of pregnyl
for php5000 (php2500 each). the nurse injected it into my right butt cheek. hurts a lot worst than on my tummy.
funny off-topic, my sonologist saw my doc advise and she asked if my ob was "the handsome doctor she knew" and "if he's already married?". i cracked a smile. i didnt know the answers. honestly, i can't even remember how he look. but am sure he's definitely not bad looking. all is well afterwards. more hopeful than ever! he advised me to go see him after two weeks. maybe i will! he exudes positive aura to me that i feel like everything is going to be ok.
thats right, all the while i thought that just having the size of 1.8cm is enough. apparently, the figure should be an average of the size. you see, since the follicles are not perfect cicles, you have to get the estimated size of it my getting the average. my previous follicle monitoring result shows a size of 1.83cm by 0.94cm. the average is around 0.9cm. it was not yet mature. i had another ultrasound just now to reveal that it has grown bigger, 2.04cm x 1.63cm x 2.07cm. average size is now est. 1.91cm. which is good.
as for the endometrium, it should be triple line. there should be a thin black/gray line according to my doctor. if it isn't then we need to skip this cycle and wait for the next one. i would be a candidate for hormone injectables.
but lo and behold! my endometrium is still triple line with 1.29cm thickness. he gave me the go signal to have my pregnyl shot today. baby dance all the way on the 3rd day. then i have to report back to him, if i got pregnant or not.
you might me wondering how i came across with this new ob-gyn. and to think he's a he. why him? well, dra v. wasn't available. she's on leave until thursday. dra. s. i can't afford her right now since we just decided to buy a parking slot for our condo unit. since i still want to push through with this cycle, i search the intellicare website for affiliated doctors. then i cross reference it to the psrei members. and found out that cardinal santos is just walking distance from my office. that's how i picked doc m. he's super nice. he even gave me his mobile number so i can text him the result of my ultrasound. im not much of a texter so i called him to tell the results. he was no nice and told me that everything's good. all i have to do is to go to crm (yup the same crm where i got my blood test and P's sperm analysis) to get my pregnyl shot.
i got there, shamelessly (i know, am sooo desperate for make this cycle a success) called him again because the nurse wanted confirmation that i did have prescription. doc m didn't give me one. he gave instructions to the nurse. now, i got my two ampules (i think) of pregnyl
for php5000 (php2500 each). the nurse injected it into my right butt cheek. hurts a lot worst than on my tummy.
funny off-topic, my sonologist saw my doc advise and she asked if my ob was "the handsome doctor she knew" and "if he's already married?". i cracked a smile. i didnt know the answers. honestly, i can't even remember how he look. but am sure he's definitely not bad looking. all is well afterwards. more hopeful than ever! he advised me to go see him after two weeks. maybe i will! he exudes positive aura to me that i feel like everything is going to be ok.
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Saturday, May 7, 2011
Cycle 4 Day 12: Surprise! DF without meds
sorry if i havent posted anything. i did havemy follicle monitoring at megaclinic for php2200 for 3 sessions. we were surprised, the result says that i have one dominant follicle with a size 1.83cm. i dont know if it was caused by parlodel or fertility blend. but it was indeed good news. i didnt need clomid and puregon to produce follicles. and at day 11, its already mature. before, at day 14, my biggest follicle is just around 1.5cm. tomorrow, i will have another tvu and if it still didnt burst, i will have a checkup with any available ob. but hopefully, i should ovulate at day 14 this cycle. needless to say, the baby dance already started. ;-) everything is so good, no stress on meds, checkups, etc. high positive energy.
baby dust to all of us.
baby dust to all of us.
Friday, April 29, 2011
Cycle 4 Day 4: Blood Test Results
i decided to take another blood work to determine if my prolactin improved. so yesterday morning, i went to center of reproductive medicine in ortigas and had my fsh, tsh and prolactin tests. the prep they gave me was that i wake up and wait for 2 hours before my blood is extracted. i woke at around past 6 and just 9am i was already at the office.
since all the tests were done yesterday, i was hoping i could write the results that day. but then, i was informed that they ran out of the things they need to do my tsf and fsh and that the tests will be performed today.
remember last cycle, i took lh (4.15 mIU/mL), estradiol (36 pg/mL), progesterone (0.40 ng/mL), fsh (10.44 mIU/mL), and prolactin (56.30 ng/mL). i failed the two later tests. my fsh result is slightly elevated (normal max for follicular phase is 10.2) while my prolactin is way too high (normal is 29.2) that its seems that im in the pregnant phase. so i've been prescribe with bromocriptine since last month. also, i'm taking 3 capsules of fertility blend since april as well. and here's the end result.
my fsh and prolactin are both in normal range at 7.2 and 9.61 respectively. parlodel (the bromocriptine brand im using definitely worked). im not sure if fertility blend also made a difference since my fsh also improved! tsh is also normal 1.550 (normal range is 0.27-4.2uIU/mL). yay! now im definitely positive and more hopeful that i was during my previous cycle. after seeing the results, p decided he would take another SA on monday to check if the "soldiers" improved as well. he's taking vit e with selenium and 1000mg vit C everyday and then he switch to fertility blend for men. we'll see. but for now, im sooo happy. fsh...passed! tsh...passed! prolactin...passed! polyps...gone!
i also decided to take follicle monitoring package rather than relying on the ovulation test kit. i've decided to start FM on day 12 and work my way up. my aim is to have my hcg shot just before the size reaches 3cm. by day 18, i should have ovulated already. will write my updates here.
baby dust to us all!!!
since all the tests were done yesterday, i was hoping i could write the results that day. but then, i was informed that they ran out of the things they need to do my tsf and fsh and that the tests will be performed today.
remember last cycle, i took lh (4.15 mIU/mL), estradiol (36 pg/mL), progesterone (0.40 ng/mL), fsh (10.44 mIU/mL), and prolactin (56.30 ng/mL). i failed the two later tests. my fsh result is slightly elevated (normal max for follicular phase is 10.2) while my prolactin is way too high (normal is 29.2) that its seems that im in the pregnant phase. so i've been prescribe with bromocriptine since last month. also, i'm taking 3 capsules of fertility blend since april as well. and here's the end result.
my fsh and prolactin are both in normal range at 7.2 and 9.61 respectively. parlodel (the bromocriptine brand im using definitely worked). im not sure if fertility blend also made a difference since my fsh also improved! tsh is also normal 1.550 (normal range is 0.27-4.2uIU/mL). yay! now im definitely positive and more hopeful that i was during my previous cycle. after seeing the results, p decided he would take another SA on monday to check if the "soldiers" improved as well. he's taking vit e with selenium and 1000mg vit C everyday and then he switch to fertility blend for men. we'll see. but for now, im sooo happy. fsh...passed! tsh...passed! prolactin...passed! polyps...gone!
i also decided to take follicle monitoring package rather than relying on the ovulation test kit. i've decided to start FM on day 12 and work my way up. my aim is to have my hcg shot just before the size reaches 3cm. by day 18, i should have ovulated already. will write my updates here.
baby dust to us all!!!
Wednesday, April 27, 2011
Cycle 4 Day 2: A New Beginning
hear ye! hear ye! its the start a new day. well, technically... it started yesterday. P mentioned its the first time he saw me happy that i finally got my period. probably would be the last time as well.
and so, the start of a new cycle. just taking the bromocriptine (am using parlodel brand) while we are both taking the fertility blend. for this cycle, we'll skip the clomid and the puregon. but im going to have follicle monitoring. i just need to know if i can ovulate without drugs. if i dont ovulate this month, then by next month, we will be gunning for iui. with polyps out of my system, i'm feeling positive.
baby dust to us all!!!
and so, the start of a new cycle. just taking the bromocriptine (am using parlodel brand) while we are both taking the fertility blend. for this cycle, we'll skip the clomid and the puregon. but im going to have follicle monitoring. i just need to know if i can ovulate without drugs. if i dont ovulate this month, then by next month, we will be gunning for iui. with polyps out of my system, i'm feeling positive.
baby dust to us all!!!
Monday, April 25, 2011
Cycle 3 Day 29: No AF yet
im surprised to say this but... i've been waiting soooo long for my AF to come. its crazy how during previous cycle, i pray that it wont come. now im going to welcome it with open arms. why? because the sooner i have it, the sooner we can try making babies again.
after the hysteroscopy, both my doctors advised me that i might be delayed for a few days. its rare for me to have more than 30 days in a cycle even with clomid. i took my bbt this morning and it confirm what my doctors said. today, my temp is pegged at 97.73. usually, my temp will lower to 97.5x then the next day, it'll be 97.2x. and tadaa, AF has arrived. so it wont come today or tomorrow. probably on thursday.
btw, how long is an acceptable AF delay after hysteroscopy or even D&C? i don't know if a week delay should be a cause of alarm. do tell!
after the hysteroscopy, both my doctors advised me that i might be delayed for a few days. its rare for me to have more than 30 days in a cycle even with clomid. i took my bbt this morning and it confirm what my doctors said. today, my temp is pegged at 97.73. usually, my temp will lower to 97.5x then the next day, it'll be 97.2x. and tadaa, AF has arrived. so it wont come today or tomorrow. probably on thursday.
btw, how long is an acceptable AF delay after hysteroscopy or even D&C? i don't know if a week delay should be a cause of alarm. do tell!
Sunday, April 17, 2011
Cycle 3 day 21: Getting use to the meds
i'm getinng use to the parlodel every night so i might try to star taking half a tablet starting tomorrow. hopefully the side effects will be tolerable. i've overcome headaches and nasal congestions. now, the only issue is sleeping. im not sure if its the parlodel or what. i do try to sleep in the afternoon since im still on medical leave. the upcoming long weekend also helps a lot. no long distance travels for now. not that my doctor says so, rather its a personal choice.
P and i started taking fertility blend. P intakes is 3x day like me. he complains the herbal aftertaste thats even worse when he burps. hahaha. gladto say, i dont experience the same. we both complain, however, about the size of each capsules. they're huge! definitely not the type you can pop in your mouth without a glassfull of water. our aim with the fertility blend is for me to have a balanced hormones while for P, improved liquefication and morphology. i'd still needs to ask my ob if cough syrup will be able to help. i've read some posts that it were advised to some men to improve liquefication.
lets see if it'll work for us in two months. baby dust to all of us!
P and i started taking fertility blend. P intakes is 3x day like me. he complains the herbal aftertaste thats even worse when he burps. hahaha. gladto say, i dont experience the same. we both complain, however, about the size of each capsules. they're huge! definitely not the type you can pop in your mouth without a glassfull of water. our aim with the fertility blend is for me to have a balanced hormones while for P, improved liquefication and morphology. i'd still needs to ask my ob if cough syrup will be able to help. i've read some posts that it were advised to some men to improve liquefication.
lets see if it'll work for us in two months. baby dust to all of us!
Friday, April 15, 2011
Cycle 3 day 19
so im here at the medical city to have me creatine and mri test. it was advised by dra v. after my followup with regards my hysteroscopy procedure. the tests were advised to check if i have pitituary adenoma. the results will confirm if i need to continue with my bromicriptine.
dra v suggested (yet again) that P meet with a urologist. im sure he will decline again. dra also mentioned that iui might be helpful. based on P's sa, also he got a lot of sperms... liquefaction needs assistance. getting it washed will be of advantage. yeah, maybe will have iui next month.
with regards fertility blend, she said i can take it since its just supplements. so i will be taking them starting today. best part is we can have contact after another week. just perfect for the next cycle.
dra v suggested (yet again) that P meet with a urologist. im sure he will decline again. dra also mentioned that iui might be helpful. based on P's sa, also he got a lot of sperms... liquefaction needs assistance. getting it washed will be of advantage. yeah, maybe will have iui next month.
with regards fertility blend, she said i can take it since its just supplements. so i will be taking them starting today. best part is we can have contact after another week. just perfect for the next cycle.
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Thursday, April 14, 2011
Cycle 3 day 18
We got our fertlity blend package today. its tedious to buy online as you still need to go to customs to pick it up. but you can ask someone to get it on your behalf. besides the amount you paid online, you still have to pay customs for duties. thats an additional 2k php. but then its still worth it compared to buying fertility blend at gnc which costs more than 4kphp for 90 capsules, good for 1 month.
starting today, P will take it instead of his usual supplements. i still have to ask my doctor if i can take it with bromocriptine. hopefully it will work for us.
baby dust to all.
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Wednesday, April 13, 2011
Cycle 3 day 17
Im now taking a full tablet of parlodel. parlodel is bromocriptine. Last night was the first, and the sideeffect is horrible. while i was expecting headaches or dizziness, i woke up in the middle of the night due to nasal congestion. i cant breathe. its not the typical runny nose congestion, rather, its as if all the mucus stuck up your sinus. worst part is i cant use nasal spray. i have to make do with vapour rub and nose massages which id like to think works one way or the other. hopefully, it will ease up after a couple of days.
i've read some posts on foreign fertility forums that couples were able to conceive after taking bromocriptine. im feeling positive on my next cycle. after the hysteroscopy and prolactin findings, im hoping i can give P the best birthday gift ever... a pregnancy test strip with two purple lines.
baby dust to all of us.
i've read some posts on foreign fertility forums that couples were able to conceive after taking bromocriptine. im feeling positive on my next cycle. after the hysteroscopy and prolactin findings, im hoping i can give P the best birthday gift ever... a pregnancy test strip with two purple lines.
baby dust to all of us.
Friday, April 8, 2011
Cycle 3 day12 after the surgery
im back. im still i bit dizzy when i get up so P ordered me to bed no matter what. its hard to blog yesterday so i wasnt able to share with you what happen. but now, i think i can write about my hysteroscopy experience.
like i said, i was at the hospital at around 6am. i dont usually eat breakfast but that day i regretted not eating. turns out my procedure was rescheduled to 4pm. i wasnt allowed to eat or even drink water. to make matters worst, my brother and my dad who o called up to watch over me, enjoyed eating the food delivered to my room. and they were watching food channel.
btw, a week before my ob asked me to take antibiotic. a few hours before the actual procedure, they also gave me a med to soften my cervix. the resident doctors put it inside me down there. the sideeffect is cramping. i didnt mind at all as im already used to it.
30mins before 4pm, they brought me to the operating room. its like im giving birth because its also the delivery area. it was too cold inside the or. nurses were kind enough to cover me with a heated fleece. they plugged me up to ecg and blood pressure then my ob walked in with the anesthesiologist. and they started with spinal anesthesia. i was asked to lie sideways in fetal position and injected me thru my lower back. it didnt that much, having iv injected is much painful. then they put me to sleep. they woke me up after they finished and showed me some of the video clips which show the polyps. i drifted back to sleep while they were sending me to recovery. at past 630pm, i woke up and i cant still feel my lower body. i cant move my legs or even feel my butt. the nurse asked me to move my feet if i can. i tried hard and at around 7pm, i can move my toes. it took another hour before i can raise my legs on my own. at 830pm i was back to my room. i was advised to lie flat. i ate at around 11pm. have slight blood discharge, and cramping. the next morning i was able to stand and pee on my own. my ob checked on me and told me i can go home that day. total bill is less than 40k excluding professional fees. everything is covered by either philhealth or by my healthcard.
heres my recommendation for those who will have hysteroscopy. make sure you eat before the start of your fasting period. better to have it early morning so youll only have to miss breakfast. bring pads and undies. youll need it after the operation. lie flat without pillows for at least 12hrs after a spinal anesthesia to prevent headaches.
ill see my ob a week after the operation for followup. for now, im stuck in bed. and my doctor recommended 2weeks bed rest. no contact for 3weeks.
hopefully ill get pregnant soon.
baby dust to us!
like i said, i was at the hospital at around 6am. i dont usually eat breakfast but that day i regretted not eating. turns out my procedure was rescheduled to 4pm. i wasnt allowed to eat or even drink water. to make matters worst, my brother and my dad who o called up to watch over me, enjoyed eating the food delivered to my room. and they were watching food channel.
btw, a week before my ob asked me to take antibiotic. a few hours before the actual procedure, they also gave me a med to soften my cervix. the resident doctors put it inside me down there. the sideeffect is cramping. i didnt mind at all as im already used to it.
30mins before 4pm, they brought me to the operating room. its like im giving birth because its also the delivery area. it was too cold inside the or. nurses were kind enough to cover me with a heated fleece. they plugged me up to ecg and blood pressure then my ob walked in with the anesthesiologist. and they started with spinal anesthesia. i was asked to lie sideways in fetal position and injected me thru my lower back. it didnt that much, having iv injected is much painful. then they put me to sleep. they woke me up after they finished and showed me some of the video clips which show the polyps. i drifted back to sleep while they were sending me to recovery. at past 630pm, i woke up and i cant still feel my lower body. i cant move my legs or even feel my butt. the nurse asked me to move my feet if i can. i tried hard and at around 7pm, i can move my toes. it took another hour before i can raise my legs on my own. at 830pm i was back to my room. i was advised to lie flat. i ate at around 11pm. have slight blood discharge, and cramping. the next morning i was able to stand and pee on my own. my ob checked on me and told me i can go home that day. total bill is less than 40k excluding professional fees. everything is covered by either philhealth or by my healthcard.
heres my recommendation for those who will have hysteroscopy. make sure you eat before the start of your fasting period. better to have it early morning so youll only have to miss breakfast. bring pads and undies. youll need it after the operation. lie flat without pillows for at least 12hrs after a spinal anesthesia to prevent headaches.
ill see my ob a week after the operation for followup. for now, im stuck in bed. and my doctor recommended 2weeks bed rest. no contact for 3weeks.
hopefully ill get pregnant soon.
baby dust to us!
Wednesday, April 6, 2011
Cycle 3 day 10 hysteroscopy procedure
P woke me up at 5am to get ready for my procedure. At 630, i checked in at TMC awaiting my afternoon hysteroscopy sched. my feelings? im not sure. maybe P bought me a galaxy tab to distract me from thinking about it. well, it worked,hahaha. a resident doctor just came in for the initial interview. he's nice. but i do feel like its like a house md episode. will be blogging as much as i can so i could share my experience to those who would soon consided hysteroscopy.
Friday, April 1, 2011
Dear Future Baby
we listen to gino and fran's awesome twosome every time we drive home from work. love their theme song in the tune of indiana jones... honestly, i sing along with it with P. anyway, they usually have a recurring topic that they post to their listeners. the topic is "Dear future boyfriend/girlfriend". then it came to me, why not have a "Dear future baby". it may not hit it off to most of their listeners, but i know most of TTC couples can relate to it. a letter to your most awaited bundle of joy. what to say? yeah, maybe i'll write it one of these days, so i get pregnant and i'll read it out to him/her.
Cycle 3 Day 5
went to see my re to show my endocrine test results. she gave a parlodel prescription to lower my prolactin and advise me to take a scan on my skull. she's a bit disappointed that i didn't consult her about the hysteroscopy but then i again, i did try to contact her the day before i scheduled it. i'll push through with the surgery. im stressed... very stressed. im terrified of the procedure. honestly, i don't want to have it but if that's what it takes... so be it! wish me luck.
Thursday, March 31, 2011
Results are in...
i got the results of my endocrine tests. btw, P's blood type is B+. we're both B+ so that wont be a problem. now the other results are another thing. here's the result of my d3 endocrine tests:
lh = 4.15 (normal)
normal values:
follicular phase = 1.0 - 18 mIU/mL
mid cycle peak = 24 - 105 mIU/mL
post menopausal = 15 - 20 mIU/mL
fsh = 10.44 (slight elevated)
normal values:
follicular phase = 2.50 ‑ 10.2 mIU/mL
mid cycle peak = 3.40 ‑ 33.40 mIU/mL
luteal phase: 1.50 ‑ 9.00 mIU/mL
prolactin = 56.30 (elevated)
normal values:
female = 2.80 ‑ 29.2 ng/mL
pregnant = 9.70 ‑ 208.5 ng/mL
post menopausal = 1.80 ‑ 20.3 ng/mL
estradiol = 36 (normal)
normal values:
follicular phase = 39 ‑ 189 pg/mL
mid‑cycle = 94 ‑ 508 pg/mL
luteal phase = 48 ‑ 309 pg/mL
post menopausal = < 20 ‑ 41 pg/mL
progesterone = 0.40 (normal)
follicular phase = 0.27 ‑ 2.61 ng/mL
luteal phase = 3.28 ‑ 38.63 ng/mL
mid‑luteal phase = 5.25 ‑ 38.63 ng/mL
post menopausal = < 0.2 ‑ 0.82 ng/mL
so i failed fsh and prolactin... i dont know what that means and since my RE is not available until tomorrow, i search the net. it seems that high prolactin level can cause irregular menstrual cycle. some months you wont get AF at all. but in my case, i always have my period every month. the problem is that my follicles doesn't burst on day 14. my average cycle is 28/29 days so im expected to ovulate on day 14. going back to my old posts, my follicles grew up to 3.4cm until day 16. i still have to get an ovidrel shot to induce ovulation. oh well, i'll just wait for my RE's say on this.
btw, i've also set my hysteroscopy with a doctor affiliated with my health card. on april 6, dra vicencio will performing it and honestly, im freaking out. i didn't know that i will be knocked out during the whole procedure, i've never experience that. im scared of not waking up or not being able to sleep at all. but if this is what it takes, then so be it. i cry and ask why do i have to go through all of this... but in the end, i'll still do it. whatever it takes. i pray and i believe everything will be ok.
baby dust to us!
lh = 4.15 (normal)
normal values:
follicular phase = 1.0 - 18 mIU/mL
mid cycle peak = 24 - 105 mIU/mL
post menopausal = 15 - 20 mIU/mL
fsh = 10.44 (slight elevated)
normal values:
follicular phase = 2.50 ‑ 10.2 mIU/mL
mid cycle peak = 3.40 ‑ 33.40 mIU/mL
luteal phase: 1.50 ‑ 9.00 mIU/mL
prolactin = 56.30 (elevated)
normal values:
female = 2.80 ‑ 29.2 ng/mL
pregnant = 9.70 ‑ 208.5 ng/mL
post menopausal = 1.80 ‑ 20.3 ng/mL
estradiol = 36 (normal)
normal values:
follicular phase = 39 ‑ 189 pg/mL
mid‑cycle = 94 ‑ 508 pg/mL
luteal phase = 48 ‑ 309 pg/mL
post menopausal = < 20 ‑ 41 pg/mL
progesterone = 0.40 (normal)
follicular phase = 0.27 ‑ 2.61 ng/mL
luteal phase = 3.28 ‑ 38.63 ng/mL
mid‑luteal phase = 5.25 ‑ 38.63 ng/mL
post menopausal = < 0.2 ‑ 0.82 ng/mL
so i failed fsh and prolactin... i dont know what that means and since my RE is not available until tomorrow, i search the net. it seems that high prolactin level can cause irregular menstrual cycle. some months you wont get AF at all. but in my case, i always have my period every month. the problem is that my follicles doesn't burst on day 14. my average cycle is 28/29 days so im expected to ovulate on day 14. going back to my old posts, my follicles grew up to 3.4cm until day 16. i still have to get an ovidrel shot to induce ovulation. oh well, i'll just wait for my RE's say on this.
btw, i've also set my hysteroscopy with a doctor affiliated with my health card. on april 6, dra vicencio will performing it and honestly, im freaking out. i didn't know that i will be knocked out during the whole procedure, i've never experience that. im scared of not waking up or not being able to sleep at all. but if this is what it takes, then so be it. i cry and ask why do i have to go through all of this... but in the end, i'll still do it. whatever it takes. i pray and i believe everything will be ok.
baby dust to us!
Wednesday, March 30, 2011
Hormone Tests and Sperm Analysis
i woke up as early as 4:30 this morning so i can have my hormone tests before i go to work. i decided to go to new world lab / mediscan since i knew its location. i went to taft ave branch with P who decided its time to know what his blood type is (yes, it took this long!).
i took the female hormone package and here's the breakdown:
estradiol (E2) = Php 1,013.70
FSH = Php 409.20
LH = Php 474.30
Progesterone = Php 1,116.00
Prolactin = Php 486.00
==============================
Total = Php 3,500.00
we both had blood typing with rh factor as well. that costs php130 each. the tests weren't really advised by my own RE. but since i sent out emails on ivf inquiring about the tests needed before the actual treatment, i thought maybe i should have the test now. if they found any problems, then i have the next few months fixing my hormones... and saving money at the same time. im not sure when i'll get the results but im hopeful everything will be ok.
the ivf center i inquired also required sperm analysis which P already took. he was diagnosed with teratospermia and hyperzoospermia. teratospermia means that the morphology of the sperms is low. normal count, according to kruger morphology should be 14%, hubby only has 7%. but recently i've read somewhere that its already updated by WHO and they lowered the normal count to 4%. sperm counts of greater than 250 million/ml is are referred to as hyperzoospermia and could also cause infertility.
i will post my research on the sperm analysis when i have the time.
baby dust to all!
i took the female hormone package and here's the breakdown:
estradiol (E2) = Php 1,013.70
FSH = Php 409.20
LH = Php 474.30
Progesterone = Php 1,116.00
Prolactin = Php 486.00
==============================
Total = Php 3,500.00
we both had blood typing with rh factor as well. that costs php130 each. the tests weren't really advised by my own RE. but since i sent out emails on ivf inquiring about the tests needed before the actual treatment, i thought maybe i should have the test now. if they found any problems, then i have the next few months fixing my hormones... and saving money at the same time. im not sure when i'll get the results but im hopeful everything will be ok.
the ivf center i inquired also required sperm analysis which P already took. he was diagnosed with teratospermia and hyperzoospermia. teratospermia means that the morphology of the sperms is low. normal count, according to kruger morphology should be 14%, hubby only has 7%. but recently i've read somewhere that its already updated by WHO and they lowered the normal count to 4%. sperm counts of greater than 250 million/ml is are referred to as hyperzoospermia and could also cause infertility.
i will post my research on the sperm analysis when i have the time.
baby dust to all!
Tuesday, March 29, 2011
Special Leave for Women Undergoing Surgery
good news to all women who are scheduled to have surgery for gynecological disorders. we now make use of special leave of up to two months from the date of surgery and recuperation. source: DOLE website
DOLE approves special leave for women in the private sector who undergo surgery
Women working in the private sector who are scheduled to undergo surgery for gynecological disorders can now file for special leave.
This special leave privilege is contained in Department Order No. 112-11 which lays down the guidelines for availing the special leave benefit provided for under Republic Act 9710 (Section 18), known as the Magna Carta of Women (MCW).
Labor and Employment Secretary Rosalinda Dimapilis-Baldoz, who issued the order, said that the guidelines ensure compliance on the implementation of the special leave benefits for women employees in the private sector.
“The two-month leave is in addition to the leave privileges under existing laws,” said Baldoz.
The Civil Service Commission also issued a resolution providing for the same privilege for women employees in the public sector.
Eligible for the special leave benefit are women employed in both the private and public sectors, regardless of age and civil status, with at least six months' aggregate employment service rendered in the 12 months prior to the surgery.
The leave may be for a maximum period of two months per year with full pay, based on the employee's gross monthly compensation following surgery caused by gynecological disorders.
The special leave benefit shall be granted to a qualified female employee after she has undergone surgery, without prejudice to an employer allowing an employee to receive her pay before or during the surgery.
"It may be used for the period covering the surgery until recuperation. Absence incurred from the pre-surgery period, as well as those in excess of the two months allowed under the special leave benefit, may be charged against the employee's earned leave credits," added Baldoz.
To apply for special leave, a woman employee shall file her application leave within a reasonable period of time from the expected date of surgery, or within such period as may be provided by company rules or by a collective bargaining agreement.
Gynecological disorders refers to disorders that would require surgical procedures such as, but not limited to, dilation and curettage and those involving female reproductive organs such as vagina, cervix, uterus, fallopian tubes, ovaries, breast, adnexea, and pelvic floor, as certified by a competent physician.
The benefit is non-cumulative and not convertible to cash, unless otherwise provided for in a collective bargaining agreement (CBA).
The guidelines shall take effect 15 days after its publication in a newspaper of general publication.
END
Source: Labor Communications Office
DOLE approves special leave for women in the private sector who undergo surgery
Women working in the private sector who are scheduled to undergo surgery for gynecological disorders can now file for special leave.
This special leave privilege is contained in Department Order No. 112-11 which lays down the guidelines for availing the special leave benefit provided for under Republic Act 9710 (Section 18), known as the Magna Carta of Women (MCW).
Labor and Employment Secretary Rosalinda Dimapilis-Baldoz, who issued the order, said that the guidelines ensure compliance on the implementation of the special leave benefits for women employees in the private sector.
“The two-month leave is in addition to the leave privileges under existing laws,” said Baldoz.
The Civil Service Commission also issued a resolution providing for the same privilege for women employees in the public sector.
Eligible for the special leave benefit are women employed in both the private and public sectors, regardless of age and civil status, with at least six months' aggregate employment service rendered in the 12 months prior to the surgery.
The leave may be for a maximum period of two months per year with full pay, based on the employee's gross monthly compensation following surgery caused by gynecological disorders.
The special leave benefit shall be granted to a qualified female employee after she has undergone surgery, without prejudice to an employer allowing an employee to receive her pay before or during the surgery.
"It may be used for the period covering the surgery until recuperation. Absence incurred from the pre-surgery period, as well as those in excess of the two months allowed under the special leave benefit, may be charged against the employee's earned leave credits," added Baldoz.
To apply for special leave, a woman employee shall file her application leave within a reasonable period of time from the expected date of surgery, or within such period as may be provided by company rules or by a collective bargaining agreement.
Gynecological disorders refers to disorders that would require surgical procedures such as, but not limited to, dilation and curettage and those involving female reproductive organs such as vagina, cervix, uterus, fallopian tubes, ovaries, breast, adnexea, and pelvic floor, as certified by a competent physician.
The benefit is non-cumulative and not convertible to cash, unless otherwise provided for in a collective bargaining agreement (CBA).
The guidelines shall take effect 15 days after its publication in a newspaper of general publication.
END
Source: Labor Communications Office
Fertility Supplements
since i will be having my hysteroscopy this cycle, i will skip on the clomid+puregon meds. my husband then insisted suggested that we should buy more supplements. right now, P is on 1000mg vit c, vitamin e with selenium and l-carnitine. i'm on folic acid and vit e. we dropped by healthy options to... well look for options. the store is crazy-filled with supplements and we got confused what to buy. finally, P told me about fertility blend supplement and he made up his mind that we're going to try it. hahaha. so he purchased online a 3-month set for the both of us.
for those searching for fertility supplements, here are what's written from the "Path to Pregnancy" e-book:
1. Vitamin E - Increased fertility in both men and women has resulted from this powerful antioxidant. Studies show that a low level of Vitamin E in males decreases sperm production and supplementation may also improve sperm motility.
In women, vitamin E helps to normalize hormone production and may improve egg quality. Studies show that vitamin E can increase sperm potency by 2 1/2 times. Two studies found that vitamin E supplementation lead to a 20% pregnancy rate in previously infertile men.
Dosage: 400 IU daily (If possible, vitamin E should be D-alpha and not DL-alpha. The reason is that D-alpha is natural and has a higher absorption and benefit rate.
2. Vitaminc C - Also a powerful antioxidant, Vitamin C blocks damaging free radicals. It can increase count and motility of sperm. It also reduces sperm agglutination (clumping), a condition where sperm tend to stick together, which reduces fertility.
If you‘re currently taking the drug Clomid to encourage ovulation, Vitamin C might increase your chances of a better ovulation by assisting in ovarian function and egg development. Vitamin C may increase the amount of water in your cervical mucus, which will make it more plentiful. However, women should avoid very large doses of Vitamin C because it can have the opposite effect, and dry up cervical mucus.
Dosage: Men – 200 to 1000 milligrams per day Women – Up to 1000 milligrams per day
3. B Vitamins - For men, B12 will help increase the quantity and performance of his sperm.Women can benefit from taking B6, B12 and a B-Complex vitamin.
For women, when your body is deficient in B6, it builds up too much estrogen, causing your ovaries to shut down the production of progesterone. This can result in a luteal phase defect, which can be corrected with B6 supplementation. B-Complex vitamins help you reduce stress and maintain a healthy balance of hormones in your body. Lack of B-vitamins is very common in people who eat mostly refined and processed foods as well as those who smoke.
Dosage: B6 : 50mg - 100mg per day; B12: 1000 mcg per day; B-complex: contains 50mcg B12, 50mg all other B vitamins
4. Zinc – The focus of numerous studies in fertility of males and females, this nutrient is essential for your pregnancy and your future baby‘s health. A deficiency of Zinc can lead to decreased fertility and also increase the risk of having a miscarriage. It helps women to more effectively utilize the hormones estrogen and progesterone, to achieve conception. Zinc deficiency is quite common, yet even a mild zinc deficiency can drastically reduce sperm counts. Zinc deficiency will also affect how long the sperm can live in the vaginal tract.
In the journal Fertility and Sterility doctors reported that men with fertility problems who took a daily dose of 66 milligrams of zinc and 5 milligrams of folic acid for almost six months saw a 74% increase in their sperm counts.
Dosage: 50 mg. with a full glass of water Works best when combined with folic acid to improve sperm count.
5. Selenium - Another antioxidant, increased levels of selenium have been found to produce higher sperm counts in men. Selenium deficiency causes fragile sperm with easily broken tails. Semen is high in selenium so it must be replenished regularly.
It improves overall reproductive health in women and may help to prevent miscarriage.
Dosage: 50-200 mcg per day
6. L-Carnitine (Amino Acid) – Many recently published studies indicate that both L-carnitine and L-acetyl carnitine improved sperm in a number of areas key to fertilization, namely sperm quality and sperm function.
Dosage: 300 to 1,000 milligrams three times a day
7. L-Arginine (Amino Acid) – Amino acids are the building blocks of life. The head of the sperm contains an exceptional amount of this nutrient, which is essential for sperm production. It helps increase both sperm count and quality.
It can also help maintain a healthy uterine lining and may improve egg quality.
Dosage: 1500 – 4000mg over the course of a day on an empty stomach
8. Coenzyme Q10 – A nutrient used by the body in the production of energy. While its exact role in the formation of sperm is unknown, there is evidence that as little as 10 mg per day (over a two-week period) will increase sperm count and motility
9. Folic Acid – A vital component during your pregnancy to prevent spina bifida (a neural tube defect) in your child. It needs to be in your system at the time of conception so you should begin taking it well before you start trying to conceive.
Also needed for sperm production, count, motility, and low morphological abnormalities. Dosage: minimum 400 mcg per day Vitamin C aids in absorption.
10. Magnesium Citrate – An essential vitamin which goes hand in hand with the ―B‖ vitamins. Low levels of magnesium have been linked to miscarriage and infertility.
Dosage: 200 mg. Daily
11. Manganese - The metabolism of the female hormone estrogen depends on manganese. Therefore, a deficiency of manganese may significantly reduce fertility in women.
12. Calcium – Before, during and after pregnancy you need 1000mg daily taken along with Vitamin D for absorption.
13. Glutathione and Cryptoxanthin – These anti-oxidants may prevent damage to sperm that makes them sluggish and unable to fertilize an egg. It's probably best to get these anti-oxidants from food sources rather than supplementation.
Standard dosage computation: 10mg per Kg BW (Body weight) per day. Should be divided so that it is taken 2-3 times per day along with Vitamin C.
14. Geritol Tonic – Often referred to as a ―Baby in a Bottle,‖ this highly potent liquid vitamin and mineral supplement is recommended by many women who personally took it and then conceived. It is supposed to work well in increasing cervical mucus. While there is no medical research regarding this supplement, since so many women across the Internet claim that it worked for them, I have decided to include it in this list.
Dosage: Follow directions on the bottle.
I also have "Pregnancy Miracle" e-book and here are the supplements that might help (some of it are unknown to me):
1. Essential Fatty Acids (EFA) - supports the immune and nervous system. Omega-3, Omega-6 and Omega-9 are critical in the production of prostagladins which helps regulate hormones.
2. N-Acetyl Cysteine (NAC) - antioxidant that acts as a mucolytic and increases levels of glutathione. useful for insulin resistance and improves fertility for women. reduces testosterone levels.
3. Vitamin A - helps in the proper production of cervical mucus and protect sperms from damaging free radicals. Both men and women should have up to1000 IU of beta carotene.
4. B Vitamins - keeps ovary healthy and working well. suggested dosage: B6 - 50mg to 100mg a day; B12 - 1000mcg per day (B-complex contains 50mcg B12 and 50mg of other B vitamins).
5. d-Pinitol 600 - aids in ovulation; recommended to women with PCOS (1 to 2 capsules a day).
6. Vitex 750 (Chaste Tree Extract) - maintains healthy prolactin and hormonal balance during women's monthly menstrual cycle. helps maintain normal ovarian function, trigger the production of progesterone and helps women with lack of ovulation or infertility.
7. Cinnulin PF - patented aqueous cinnamon extract that has high concentration of active type-a polymers to support healthy blood sugar metabolism and cholesterol+weight management. reduced insulin resistance in PCOS women
8. Vitamin C - recommended is 1000mg a day
9. Vitamin E - at least 400IU of natural, dry d-alpha tocopherol
10. Borage Oil - ensure proper GLA intake and the production of anti-inflammatory hormones
11. Colostrum - for auto-immune disorders
12. Coenzyme (Q10) - improve cellular functions and decrease any decline in egg quality that might be experience with age.
Other recommendations include: bee pollen, royal jelly, blue-green algae, wheatgrass, vitamin B6, and folic acid.
Again, these supplements are recommended by the e-books I've read.
for those searching for fertility supplements, here are what's written from the "Path to Pregnancy" e-book:
1. Vitamin E - Increased fertility in both men and women has resulted from this powerful antioxidant. Studies show that a low level of Vitamin E in males decreases sperm production and supplementation may also improve sperm motility.
In women, vitamin E helps to normalize hormone production and may improve egg quality. Studies show that vitamin E can increase sperm potency by 2 1/2 times. Two studies found that vitamin E supplementation lead to a 20% pregnancy rate in previously infertile men.
Dosage: 400 IU daily (If possible, vitamin E should be D-alpha and not DL-alpha. The reason is that D-alpha is natural and has a higher absorption and benefit rate.
2. Vitaminc C - Also a powerful antioxidant, Vitamin C blocks damaging free radicals. It can increase count and motility of sperm. It also reduces sperm agglutination (clumping), a condition where sperm tend to stick together, which reduces fertility.
If you‘re currently taking the drug Clomid to encourage ovulation, Vitamin C might increase your chances of a better ovulation by assisting in ovarian function and egg development. Vitamin C may increase the amount of water in your cervical mucus, which will make it more plentiful. However, women should avoid very large doses of Vitamin C because it can have the opposite effect, and dry up cervical mucus.
Dosage: Men – 200 to 1000 milligrams per day Women – Up to 1000 milligrams per day
3. B Vitamins - For men, B12 will help increase the quantity and performance of his sperm.Women can benefit from taking B6, B12 and a B-Complex vitamin.
For women, when your body is deficient in B6, it builds up too much estrogen, causing your ovaries to shut down the production of progesterone. This can result in a luteal phase defect, which can be corrected with B6 supplementation. B-Complex vitamins help you reduce stress and maintain a healthy balance of hormones in your body. Lack of B-vitamins is very common in people who eat mostly refined and processed foods as well as those who smoke.
Dosage: B6 : 50mg - 100mg per day; B12: 1000 mcg per day; B-complex: contains 50mcg B12, 50mg all other B vitamins
4. Zinc – The focus of numerous studies in fertility of males and females, this nutrient is essential for your pregnancy and your future baby‘s health. A deficiency of Zinc can lead to decreased fertility and also increase the risk of having a miscarriage. It helps women to more effectively utilize the hormones estrogen and progesterone, to achieve conception. Zinc deficiency is quite common, yet even a mild zinc deficiency can drastically reduce sperm counts. Zinc deficiency will also affect how long the sperm can live in the vaginal tract.
In the journal Fertility and Sterility doctors reported that men with fertility problems who took a daily dose of 66 milligrams of zinc and 5 milligrams of folic acid for almost six months saw a 74% increase in their sperm counts.
Dosage: 50 mg. with a full glass of water Works best when combined with folic acid to improve sperm count.
5. Selenium - Another antioxidant, increased levels of selenium have been found to produce higher sperm counts in men. Selenium deficiency causes fragile sperm with easily broken tails. Semen is high in selenium so it must be replenished regularly.
It improves overall reproductive health in women and may help to prevent miscarriage.
Dosage: 50-200 mcg per day
6. L-Carnitine (Amino Acid) – Many recently published studies indicate that both L-carnitine and L-acetyl carnitine improved sperm in a number of areas key to fertilization, namely sperm quality and sperm function.
Dosage: 300 to 1,000 milligrams three times a day
7. L-Arginine (Amino Acid) – Amino acids are the building blocks of life. The head of the sperm contains an exceptional amount of this nutrient, which is essential for sperm production. It helps increase both sperm count and quality.
It can also help maintain a healthy uterine lining and may improve egg quality.
Dosage: 1500 – 4000mg over the course of a day on an empty stomach
8. Coenzyme Q10 – A nutrient used by the body in the production of energy. While its exact role in the formation of sperm is unknown, there is evidence that as little as 10 mg per day (over a two-week period) will increase sperm count and motility
9. Folic Acid – A vital component during your pregnancy to prevent spina bifida (a neural tube defect) in your child. It needs to be in your system at the time of conception so you should begin taking it well before you start trying to conceive.
Also needed for sperm production, count, motility, and low morphological abnormalities. Dosage: minimum 400 mcg per day Vitamin C aids in absorption.
10. Magnesium Citrate – An essential vitamin which goes hand in hand with the ―B‖ vitamins. Low levels of magnesium have been linked to miscarriage and infertility.
Dosage: 200 mg. Daily
11. Manganese - The metabolism of the female hormone estrogen depends on manganese. Therefore, a deficiency of manganese may significantly reduce fertility in women.
12. Calcium – Before, during and after pregnancy you need 1000mg daily taken along with Vitamin D for absorption.
13. Glutathione and Cryptoxanthin – These anti-oxidants may prevent damage to sperm that makes them sluggish and unable to fertilize an egg. It's probably best to get these anti-oxidants from food sources rather than supplementation.
Standard dosage computation: 10mg per Kg BW (Body weight) per day. Should be divided so that it is taken 2-3 times per day along with Vitamin C.
14. Geritol Tonic – Often referred to as a ―Baby in a Bottle,‖ this highly potent liquid vitamin and mineral supplement is recommended by many women who personally took it and then conceived. It is supposed to work well in increasing cervical mucus. While there is no medical research regarding this supplement, since so many women across the Internet claim that it worked for them, I have decided to include it in this list.
Dosage: Follow directions on the bottle.
I also have "Pregnancy Miracle" e-book and here are the supplements that might help (some of it are unknown to me):
1. Essential Fatty Acids (EFA) - supports the immune and nervous system. Omega-3, Omega-6 and Omega-9 are critical in the production of prostagladins which helps regulate hormones.
2. N-Acetyl Cysteine (NAC) - antioxidant that acts as a mucolytic and increases levels of glutathione. useful for insulin resistance and improves fertility for women. reduces testosterone levels.
3. Vitamin A - helps in the proper production of cervical mucus and protect sperms from damaging free radicals. Both men and women should have up to1000 IU of beta carotene.
4. B Vitamins - keeps ovary healthy and working well. suggested dosage: B6 - 50mg to 100mg a day; B12 - 1000mcg per day (B-complex contains 50mcg B12 and 50mg of other B vitamins).
5. d-Pinitol 600 - aids in ovulation; recommended to women with PCOS (1 to 2 capsules a day).
6. Vitex 750 (Chaste Tree Extract) - maintains healthy prolactin and hormonal balance during women's monthly menstrual cycle. helps maintain normal ovarian function, trigger the production of progesterone and helps women with lack of ovulation or infertility.
7. Cinnulin PF - patented aqueous cinnamon extract that has high concentration of active type-a polymers to support healthy blood sugar metabolism and cholesterol+weight management. reduced insulin resistance in PCOS women
8. Vitamin C - recommended is 1000mg a day
9. Vitamin E - at least 400IU of natural, dry d-alpha tocopherol
10. Borage Oil - ensure proper GLA intake and the production of anti-inflammatory hormones
11. Colostrum - for auto-immune disorders
12. Coenzyme (Q10) - improve cellular functions and decrease any decline in egg quality that might be experience with age.
Other recommendations include: bee pollen, royal jelly, blue-green algae, wheatgrass, vitamin B6, and folic acid.
Again, these supplements are recommended by the e-books I've read.
Monday, March 28, 2011
Cycle 2 Day 30
i think my 2ww will end today... if not probably tomorrow. my bbt dropped from 97.95 to 97.28, a huge indication that my AF will come anytime now. that and i'm having diarrhea. oh well, we're doing our best so i dont think we should feel bad at all.
as planned, i'll schedule my hysteroscopy once i get my period. then try for iui twice and if it doesn't work, then we'll stop with the clomid+puregon and save up for december ivf.
baby dust to all of my online friends who's ttc.
as planned, i'll schedule my hysteroscopy once i get my period. then try for iui twice and if it doesn't work, then we'll stop with the clomid+puregon and save up for december ivf.
baby dust to all of my online friends who's ttc.
Wednesday, March 16, 2011
Cycle 2 Day 18
I was so frustrated last Monday that I wasn't able to write anything at all. Basically, my ultrasound showed that I lost one follicle on my right. Last friday, its1.5cm but come Monday, its1.4cm. On my left ovary, another follicle was seen which is already 1.4cm. Now the original dominant follicle is already 3.4cm. Way too big right? So it's no go for the IUI. My hubby and I agreed that we'll only have it if I produce more than one.
I had my shot of Ovidrel, Monday at 10:30pm, had contact with my hubby Sunday night, Monday night, Tuesday night and Wednesday morning. Hahaha, all thanks to Pre-Seed. We love it. My husband says its not sticky or yucky as some reviews say. It's almost the same as my own and it doesn't feel weird at all. The best part is that the deed is more pleasurable. TTC couples should definitely try this. It's helps since all the pressures of getting pregnant and having scheduled sex make women stressed and well... dry. And its frustrating for both couples. With Pre-Seed, it makes it more enjoyable, just as it should be. Plus the sperms are left unharmed. So much for the the plug (but it's definite for real... it worked for us).
Anyway, if I don't get pregnant this cycle, then I'll go for a hysteroscopy to remove the polyps my RE found. And then prepare for IUI.
I had my shot of Ovidrel, Monday at 10:30pm, had contact with my hubby Sunday night, Monday night, Tuesday night and Wednesday morning. Hahaha, all thanks to Pre-Seed. We love it. My husband says its not sticky or yucky as some reviews say. It's almost the same as my own and it doesn't feel weird at all. The best part is that the deed is more pleasurable. TTC couples should definitely try this. It's helps since all the pressures of getting pregnant and having scheduled sex make women stressed and well... dry. And its frustrating for both couples. With Pre-Seed, it makes it more enjoyable, just as it should be. Plus the sperms are left unharmed. So much for the the plug (but it's definite for real... it worked for us).
Anyway, if I don't get pregnant this cycle, then I'll go for a hysteroscopy to remove the polyps my RE found. And then prepare for IUI.
Friday, March 11, 2011
Cycle 2 Day 13
as scheduled, i had my ultrasound this morning and my ob found that my follicles are still small. On my left ovary, there's a 1.6cm follicle while on my right, its still 1.5cm. no ovidrel shots were given since recommended size should be 1.8cm. i'm told to continue with my puregon shots until i've used all of it. we could do the deed on saturday and then be back on monday for another follicle monitoring. by that time, the follicles will be big enough, hopefully, and that i'll get my HCG (ovidrel) shot.
since my hubby and i are contemplating on having an iui, i asked how much it would cost. she said around php11500. ovidrel shot is php2900. tentative schedule of iui is on wednesday, thats day 18 already (i definitely ovulate late). iui will be performed in her clinic and will take around one and a half hour.
when my hubby and i were driving to the hospital we're listening to the radio. we're both avid listeners of the morning rush, a morning radio show on rx and today they had a big reveal. one of the host, delamar, announced that she is having a baby. its unplanned and she was surprised about it. nevertheless, i think baby news are always great. and for her age, she's lucky indeed. i cried a little... im sooo envious. i pray that it'll be my time soon as well. mine and the rest of the female community praying to get pregnant soon!
total costs: php1300 (consultation + ultrasound)
since my hubby and i are contemplating on having an iui, i asked how much it would cost. she said around php11500. ovidrel shot is php2900. tentative schedule of iui is on wednesday, thats day 18 already (i definitely ovulate late). iui will be performed in her clinic and will take around one and a half hour.
when my hubby and i were driving to the hospital we're listening to the radio. we're both avid listeners of the morning rush, a morning radio show on rx and today they had a big reveal. one of the host, delamar, announced that she is having a baby. its unplanned and she was surprised about it. nevertheless, i think baby news are always great. and for her age, she's lucky indeed. i cried a little... im sooo envious. i pray that it'll be my time soon as well. mine and the rest of the female community praying to get pregnant soon!
total costs: php1300 (consultation + ultrasound)
Monday, March 7, 2011
Cycle 2 Day 9
met with my doctor today for my follicle monitoring sched and she said i have two dominant follicles. yey! i got 1cm follicle on my left ovary and another .9cm on my right. last friday, she gave me 50IU of puregon shot. now she asked me to increase my dosage to 75IU starting tomorrow. she wanted to see my reaction with a higher dosage. schedule baby dance on thursday then by friday morning, another ultrasound to check on the follicles and probably get a shot of ovidrel to burst them.
now the question is whether we'll going for an iui this cycle or otherwise. i still have to discuss this matter with my hubby. although i have polyps, its still possible to get pregnant. im confused whether to go for iui or not. but whatever decision will make, i just pray that i get pregnant this month. much better if i get twins. hahaha!
total cost: php 13800
puregon (300iu) - php12500
consultation and ultrasound - php 1300
now the question is whether we'll going for an iui this cycle or otherwise. i still have to discuss this matter with my hubby. although i have polyps, its still possible to get pregnant. im confused whether to go for iui or not. but whatever decision will make, i just pray that i get pregnant this month. much better if i get twins. hahaha!
total cost: php 13800
puregon (300iu) - php12500
consultation and ultrasound - php 1300
Friday, March 4, 2011
2nd Cycle: First Checkup
since i finally decided to keep my current OB, i went to see her (as scheduled) for an ultrasound. my doctor wanted to see if the 3cm dominant follicle ruptured or not. thankfully, its gone so im all-go for my 2nd cycle.
she found polyps (80% sure) during the ultrasound and recommended that i should have a hysteroscopy. its a procedure similar to D&C (dilation and curettage) but with visual. since i've already taken clomid, she said that if im dont get pregnant this cycle, i should have one. since my ob is not affiliated to my health card, she said that i could give her a listing of accredited doctors and would recommend one from the list, if she knows any. but that is for next cycle.
for this cycle, however, i was given puregon 300iu. im to inject myself of 50iu a day every 7am until monday, which will be my next FM ultrasound.
total costs: php 13900
puregon 300IU - php12500
consultation and ultrasound - php1400
she found polyps (80% sure) during the ultrasound and recommended that i should have a hysteroscopy. its a procedure similar to D&C (dilation and curettage) but with visual. since i've already taken clomid, she said that if im dont get pregnant this cycle, i should have one. since my ob is not affiliated to my health card, she said that i could give her a listing of accredited doctors and would recommend one from the list, if she knows any. but that is for next cycle.
for this cycle, however, i was given puregon 300iu. im to inject myself of 50iu a day every 7am until monday, which will be my next FM ultrasound.
total costs: php 13900
puregon 300IU - php12500
consultation and ultrasound - php1400
Wednesday, March 2, 2011
To Change or Not To Change
yesterday i met with a new doctor. i entertained the thought of looking for another doctor because i became irritated on how the assistant responded to my inquiries. ok, im too "makulit" but i wish she would understand where i was coming from. i wanted to get pregnant and when i got my period last sunday, i wanted to know if i need to meet with my doctor... in case she wants another TVU or what not. i wanted to make sure that the clomid (by aventis) that i bought is the same as the one they have given to me before which is clomene. do i have to take the same dosage? when do i have to meet with my doctor? any other tests i need to do? does hubby needs another sperm testing? yes, i could answer most of them but i still would want a go-signal from my doctor. that everything im doing is ok, right? and asking questions isn't that bad because let's face it... im currently confused as to why im not yet pregnant. i wish the assistant would be more patient and caring but of course, i didn't feel it. my hubby says i should stay with my current doctor. she is great. i like her and i believe her. but honestly, the frontliner isn't accommodating at all. sigh! her sms responses were late... the way she answers my call isn't professional. but then again, im here for the doctor... my doctor. i will stay with her for another cycle or two. but if the assistant gets the better of me, i might go to this doctor i met who is nice and friendly and good at what she does AND has a friendly receptionist.
Monday, February 28, 2011
Pre-Seed Lubricant
Since we are trying to get pregnant naturally (without IUI) but of course still assisted ovulation, the deed part is getting too stressful. You have to perform on specific days which in your mind is critical. Pre-Seed helps with the deed session, make it more wet but still sperm-friendly. And with the Clomid making us dry, there was a concern of using lubricant.
Not all lubricant are the same. Pre-seed is the only one that will not harm sperms. It was my husband who found out about it. I called Sandoval Distributors Inc., sister company of Hyphens Pharma Philippines Inc, the sole distributor for Pre-Seed here in Philippines. SDI is located in 2nd Floor A.B. Sandoval, Pasig. One box which contains 6 individually wrapped lubricants costs
For the location/map of SDI, click here.
I got my period yesterday so today is my Day 2. I'm scheduled for a checkup today but I'm not sure if I would change my doctor. My husband said we should try normal session again for this month but with Pre-Seed. If it doesn't work, then we'll go for IUI next April.
Friday, February 18, 2011
Cycle 1 Day 21
I was planning to schedule an FM today just so I would know if my follicle already burst. But then I found out that I would have to shell out around Php1000+ just to suit my eagerness and curiosity. Oh well, I'll just skip it and see what will happen.
According to my research, ovulation would take place around 24-36 hours after an hCG shot, in my case, I took Ovidrel. Since I had my shot around 3pm of Feb 14, at most my follicle burst at most by 3am of Feb 16. After that, the egg will be viable for 12-24 hours. So by 3am of Feb 17, the begins to disintegrate. Then luteal phase begins, the days between the day of ovulation and the day of the next menstrual cycle. Normal luteal phase is around 10-16 days in length. Assuming that I don't have LPD (luteal phase defect - where its below 10 days), I should get my AF by March 5.... If I don't, I'm pregnant.... hopefully!
According to my research, ovulation would take place around 24-36 hours after an hCG shot, in my case, I took Ovidrel. Since I had my shot around 3pm of Feb 14, at most my follicle burst at most by 3am of Feb 16. After that, the egg will be viable for 12-24 hours. So by 3am of Feb 17, the begins to disintegrate. Then luteal phase begins, the days between the day of ovulation and the day of the next menstrual cycle. Normal luteal phase is around 10-16 days in length. Assuming that I don't have LPD (luteal phase defect - where its below 10 days), I should get my AF by March 5.... If I don't, I'm pregnant.... hopefully!
Wednesday, February 16, 2011
Day 19: Feeling better
Yesterday was the worst feeling ever. I was sooo sad which probably why I got major migraine. I experienced a bit of vertigo just after I woke up and I panicked (but I think its mainly because of my ear). But the stress was overwhelming... I cried and cried the night before that I couldn't go to the office yesterday. Hubby says I think too much. I felt a little better by noon... almost happier for reasons I don't know.
Today I received an invitation for a baby shower. My hubby wasn't sure he wanted to go and I don't want to go by myself. Friends usually ask when I'm going to get a baby and frankly speaking, it's starting to hurt. I just wanted to shelter myself from those silly talks but am excited for my friend and the new baby. Even my brother's girlfriend is pregnant and they're not even married.
Will try to fix my outlook and if this cycle isn't successful... I'm already preparing for IUI (intra-uterine insemination)... But I do pray I'll get a positive this time!!!
Today I received an invitation for a baby shower. My hubby wasn't sure he wanted to go and I don't want to go by myself. Friends usually ask when I'm going to get a baby and frankly speaking, it's starting to hurt. I just wanted to shelter myself from those silly talks but am excited for my friend and the new baby. Even my brother's girlfriend is pregnant and they're not even married.
Will try to fix my outlook and if this cycle isn't successful... I'm already preparing for IUI (intra-uterine insemination)... But I do pray I'll get a positive this time!!!
Monday, February 14, 2011
3rd FM Results
Day 17: I was scheduled for FM (follicle monitoring) earlier. FM is the same as transvaginal ultrasound except that the doctor will be looking at the presence and size of a matured egg follicle.
Anyway, I'm so sad to find out that my matured follicle is of 3cm and it still did not burst. Its already day 17... normal ovulation should be day 10 to day 16. My doctor gave an Ovidrel shot in the hope that it will burst anyday, probably within the next 32 hours. If it doesn't, then that means I won't be pregnant this cycle... so sad.
The good news is that we can do baby dance tonight and tomorrow. We'll probably skip Wednesday and start again Thursday... then do it every other day. At least thats what my doctor advised. Then the waiting begins.
That''s what most people on the net talks about: TWW or 2ww (two-week wait). It at least 14 days waiting time before the next cycle or to know if I got pregnant or not. I'm losing hope for this cycle... just so sad.
Anyway, I'm so sad to find out that my matured follicle is of 3cm and it still did not burst. Its already day 17... normal ovulation should be day 10 to day 16. My doctor gave an Ovidrel shot in the hope that it will burst anyday, probably within the next 32 hours. If it doesn't, then that means I won't be pregnant this cycle... so sad.
The good news is that we can do baby dance tonight and tomorrow. We'll probably skip Wednesday and start again Thursday... then do it every other day. At least thats what my doctor advised. Then the waiting begins.
That''s what most people on the net talks about: TWW or 2ww (two-week wait). It at least 14 days waiting time before the next cycle or to know if I got pregnant or not. I'm losing hope for this cycle... just so sad.
Friday, February 11, 2011
2nd Follicle Monitoring Results
I met with my doctor this morning and found out that my follicle grew to 1.8cm. She said she was expecting it to be bigger because I was into controlled ovulation. Like I said earlier, I took 100mg Clomene for 5 days then 50IU Puregon shots for 3 days and then at Day 14, my candidate follicle is still small for its size. Since we decided not pursue IUI (intra-uterine insemination), my doctor suggested not to use Ovidrel just yet. On Monday, I was scheduled again for follicle monitoring (TVU) and if the egg still did not burst, she will have me injected with Ovidrel.
How am I? I'm a bit surprised with the results. I was expecting I had produce a lot of follicles since I'm on Clomene. I was also surprised that it didn't grew that much... Honestly, I was sad about it. But then again, my doctor said I shouldn't be too hard on myself. For one, a lot of women ovulates late but still get pregnant... at the same time, some women ovulate in schedule but still could not get preggy. It's all chances... and what we did was to increase the probability of conceiving. Regardless of what I'm feeling, I still try to be hopeful. My friend who also trying to conceive sent me this ebook she recently purchased (Path to Pregnancy). I skipped the main book and started reading the bonus PDF first and found baby names! Most of the names I liked where for baby girl... I only got one for a baby boy. Picked my favorites and told my hubby about it. Oh well, this just shows my enthusiasm...
Anyway, on to reading... will be posting some ideas of what I've read here so I can share it to other TTC (trying to conceive) couples. Baby dust to all of us!
How am I? I'm a bit surprised with the results. I was expecting I had produce a lot of follicles since I'm on Clomene. I was also surprised that it didn't grew that much... Honestly, I was sad about it. But then again, my doctor said I shouldn't be too hard on myself. For one, a lot of women ovulates late but still get pregnant... at the same time, some women ovulate in schedule but still could not get preggy. It's all chances... and what we did was to increase the probability of conceiving. Regardless of what I'm feeling, I still try to be hopeful. My friend who also trying to conceive sent me this ebook she recently purchased (Path to Pregnancy). I skipped the main book and started reading the bonus PDF first and found baby names! Most of the names I liked where for baby girl... I only got one for a baby boy. Picked my favorites and told my hubby about it. Oh well, this just shows my enthusiasm...
Anyway, on to reading... will be posting some ideas of what I've read here so I can share it to other TTC (trying to conceive) couples. Baby dust to all of us!
Tuesday, February 8, 2011
Project Baby: The Beginning... a long read
After a year of being married, we've finally decided that its time to have our very own mini-me's. Actually this decision came earlier than that... It was a mutual agreement that we both had. Alas, we found out its not as easy as making the declaration and doing the deed.
This year, we decided to get down to business and really focus on having babies. I made my research and found my first OB...dr s. We took the usual diagnostic test (bear with me on the abbreviations. if you're trying to get pregnant i'll assure you you'll be familiar with most of them in no time) ... Pap Smear, TVU (transvaginal ultrasound) and HSG (Hysterosalpingogram) for me and sperm test for my husband. She didn't find anything alarming... no blocked fallopian tubes, normal size ovaries, regular menstruation. Sperm test showed low morphology... terato-hyperzoospermia. Our doctor gave my husband supplements: Vitamin C and Vitamin E with Selenium while I have to take a tablet of Purifol (folic acid supplement) once a day. We were advise to avoid contact for the month of January (since I'm on antibiotics for the HSG). She said we'll start the session next cycle.
So this is the beginning:
Let's see if we'll be blessed with a Valentine baby. :)
This year, we decided to get down to business and really focus on having babies. I made my research and found my first OB...dr s. We took the usual diagnostic test (bear with me on the abbreviations. if you're trying to get pregnant i'll assure you you'll be familiar with most of them in no time) ... Pap Smear, TVU (transvaginal ultrasound) and HSG (Hysterosalpingogram) for me and sperm test for my husband. She didn't find anything alarming... no blocked fallopian tubes, normal size ovaries, regular menstruation. Sperm test showed low morphology... terato-hyperzoospermia. Our doctor gave my husband supplements: Vitamin C and Vitamin E with Selenium while I have to take a tablet of Purifol (folic acid supplement) once a day. We were advise to avoid contact for the month of January (since I'm on antibiotics for the HSG). She said we'll start the session next cycle.
So this is the beginning:
| Date | Cycle Day | Advice |
| jan 29 | 1 | First day of my period |
| jan 30 - feb 4 | 2 - 6 | took Clomiphene Citrate (Clomeme) 100mg a day |
| feb 7 | 10 | follicle monitoring; found a follicle with size 1.1cm |
| feb 7 - feb 9 | 10-12 | 50IU shot of Follitropin Beta (Puregon) a day |
| feb 10 | 13 | baby making!!! |
| feb 11 | 14 | TVU schedule |
Let's see if we'll be blessed with a Valentine baby. :)
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